Pony and me....

2008-08-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

This is the last time I am blogging here. I was always curious why most of my friends closed down their blog. Now I finally understand why. Certain things are not meant to be shared. Well I believe it also depends on how you blog. But if you can't blog what you like because of certain people and certain reason, then it's really useless in blogging. I think I better get back to my private blog which only Jun and me knows. like this I can blog more freely. Hehez...

Sometimes I was wondering, why do people changed?? Is it because of their friends?? Or job? It's sad to see a gd person becoming so greedy and proud. They said a good friend tells you your mistake frankly, but I just can't tell the truth to that person. Certain things are really very hard to say out. I am just afraid that once I said all these out, that's the end of the relationship and it will be so embarassing to see each other again. is it because of the job environment that causes this person to changed so much? In fact, most of our friends don't like this person too. Just that this person doesn't know about it and continue to have this attitude. It's so saddening. Jun told me something very valuable. She said it's best to be contented with what you have. I think its very true. She told me that because I don't have this attitude, that is why I am surrounded with many friends. I am not trying to be proud to say that yes indeed, I got MANY friends. I am just thinking that ya , maybe it's true, coz I agreed that most of the times, different friends will ask me out for a meal, or shopping and gossipping. We still keep in contact regardless is primary school friends, sec school frens, ex colleagues, poly friends and so on. Of course it's also because they are very fun and nice to be with. I sincerely hope that this person will changed. Or else, I really don't know how this person can live happily. Maybe they will think they are happy with their current life, but , if they continue to be like that, it's hard to say. Some values are better to cherished. Do not forget your own roots. . . . .

Hmmm well... I just quitted my job. Not that I am not happy in this company, but because I wanted to have some other new experience and new environment. Frankly speaking, I felt that I am very lucky coz my first full time job experience is so wonderful. I have a GREAT boss and great colleagues. There is absolutely no political problem in this company. Moreover, all of them taught me alot of new things. I have not been scolded before in this company although sometimes I might do wrong things. All of them spoilt me very much. My bosses and others treated me as one of their family members. I am really very happy working there. However, for my future sake, I think I have to get going and learn some other things, or else I will be stuck here till dunno when. Actually long ago I wanted to leave, but I got no time to find job. Or rather, I am quite lazy to find too. However, my friends asked me to go over their company to work. At that point of time I was thinking, maybe I should go and try it out. All my siblings supported me too.

During the day when I resigned, boss chatted with me for a while. He taught me alot of things. My siblings and friends said that my boss is a very open minded boss. They also said maybe it's a lost to leave this boss, but it's also good that I can continue to gain more experience.

Recently, my manager and colleagues kept sighing in the office when they reminded me that I am leaving. I don't know why I just felt so guilty. Haiz... I am left with few more weeks to handle all the things back to them. Really got no time to do it now. Haiz. Hope everything turns out well. Oh ya, my sister is coming back with her family to Singapore on 1st Sept. I am taking 1 full week's leave to accompany them. Shiok. Boss said if not enough he give me more. I told him it's ok. haha...

I hoped everything turns out well... New environment, new colleagues....

I shall keep this blog for future memory, but don't think I will be blogging here anymore. take care all. Cya in other place Jun! :)

2008-07-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hello I am back to blogging haha... Recently very unlucky... So many bad things happened to me. Yesterday I went to op to remove my wisdom tooth. I wasn't really prepared for the op coz initially I thought I just go for check up first. I discovered the wisdom tooth on Sunday morning when I brush my teeth. Coz I felt pain those few days back. Then on Sunday, I put my finger in my mouth thinking whether my teeth is falling? Then to my horror I found one more teeth on the back left hand side. DAMN. I din know I will have wisdom tooth also. Coz I see my friends all have, din know my days is up too. Kaoz. I remember Regine said how painful it is and blah blah blah... Haiz... Cannot describe my feeling that time.

Yesterday took half day leave in the morning to check up my teeth. Went to my brother's friend clinic at Jurong. He is a dentist. So yesterday when I reached there, first thing he asked is whether I want to pluck immediately? I was shocked and said I am not prepared, but come to think of it, I hope to remove it asap. He said for my case only can op, cannot pluck. SHITTY. I thought for a while and said OK yes I will go for it. And I asked whether I can work after the op. He gave me a stun look and said, '' do u really want to go back? really want to work that much''? I said not I want, just that there are few thousand dollars deal project on my hand , I cannot just take MC for 5 days and ignore all the projects, I need to go back office to pass down everything first''. He said ok, but still gave me a worried look. Then I also asked whether I can go for my friend's grandma funeral in the nite? He gave me a stun look again. He said yes if you want. In the end I din go, coz I am feeling damn sick. So I got Ron to help me give some money to my friend's grandma funeral.

During the op, it's all so dramatic. The dentist is so damn cute. He kept on teasing and teasing me. Imagine during the op I still can laugh while he is messing up with my tooth. But I felt this makes me less nervous. I am glad I went to find him. If for other dentist, they will give me a tense look and make me more nervous. He also blindfolded my eye so that I will not be scared of all the equipment that he is using. He even told his nurse that I am his best friend's sister, must take care of me. He asked me to relax coz he is there! I was really very nervous yesterday omg. After the op, I can't feel the other side of my mouth as it was numb. He looked at me and I gave him a sad sad super sad face. He asked me how's the experience? I said ''BAD''. Then I rinse my mouth. He was so sad and said '' Really that bad? Is it REALLY that bad?''. Then I burst out laughing and said no la.. I was just scared... But it's not painful... Then he patted my head and said ''silly girl'', then ask me to ''guai guai hor''. As if I am the kid. I think to him I am still the primary 1 girl he saw 16 years ago haha...

Today, he called me and asked how is everything. I told him it's not painful and there's no swollen on my face at all, well maybe a little... But not obvious. he said he only did a small cut behind , so that my face won't be that swollen. He also praised himself that his op skill is gd. Zzzzz haha... The op fees he helped me to apply for mediasave and discounted $100 for me and all I need to pay is $20 for the admin fees. He said the rest of the fees is FOC for me. I am so grateful to him. Next Tuesday I am going back there to remove my stitch. Will buy something for him to eat haha.. Coz that time he asked how am I going to repay him, I forgot to say Ok I will treat you eat. I only say I will be back if I got another wisdom tooth. He nearly fall down that time hahaaaa...

yesterday after the op, I went to Jurong east interchange thinking that I can take train back to office. Who knows I nearly collapsed there... I was so scared that I hold on to the railings and walked... Then I can't take it anymore I scared I will faint, so I took a cab back to my office. Upon reaching the office, I felt the numbness is slowly gone, I can slowly felt the pain too, I can't take painkillers yet as I haven eaten anything. I will vomit if I eat medicine before food. So I rushed my thing and pass it all over to my POOR manager hahaaa... Then I threw a 5 days MC to my admin and went home. Saw my production downstairs and he said I look pale, so he sent me home yesterday. Thank god I am so lucky. He even offered to buy me lunch and sent me up my home, but I said it's ok I am fine hahaa... I am surrounded by many nice people. :)

Yesterday and today, my manager kept calling my hp asking me alot of things. Poor him I really pity him. I really nv fake but I feel I can't work yet. Maybe need a few days more. Haiz. He stayed back in office to finish up the work haha. I really feel so bad. All my projects commission I take, but the drawings and the rest he do... Oh no.. so bad... haiz...

I need to go for dinner now. So sad I can only take porriage and swollow it instead of chewing first. I hate this. After recovery I am going to revenge and have nice nice food again. :) Tata....

2008-06-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

This is a very very very very nice and touching story book. I recommend all to read it. Almost cried at the end of the chapter. After reading this book, I hesitate whether I still want a dog in the future... Haiz... Reason is because I am afraid I will watch my dog die... OMG... Haha... Read it and you will understand why I said so. :)

2008-06-11T22:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was an unforgetable day for me. Kel actually proposed to me haha... He made a video with our pictures. Initially, I really thought he was just showing me the video for fun, but at the very last, when all those text pop up, and he pop up with a ring behind me, I was really very shocked. Very surprised indeed. Though the environment and dressing is very wrong, but I am really very touched with all the surprised and text that he wrote there. Haha... It really happened too fast. I was really touched till I cried. All his friends knew about the proposal plan including my 2nd bro. I never know all of them can keep their secret so well especially my 2nd brother haha. Coz we always chat about anything and everything. Thanks dear for everything...

Hmmm... Today, kel and me ordered pizza hut delivery. Their new system is, they won't give u any chilli flake or cheese powder if you din request from them. Wtf it's really a stupid system. Hello this is Singapore, we all love chilli and cheese with pizza OK? If say some people who hate chilli, still, their family members will still want it rite? I mean in Singapore, MOST people will want chilli and cheese. Anyway these 2 are the most COMMON thing to go with Pizza. It really sucks to hear them saying that it's OUR FAULT for not requesting. *Roll eyes*. They even said this has been a while and the brochures are printed with the note there too. However, I flipped their brochure, its not written there, the website also never state. They thought I always take pizza hut brochure?? At least other delivery like mac and kfc will ask whether we need them or not. It don't kill to ask rite? When pizza hut said they will send the chilli and cheese to us in 30 mins, kel was so angry that he scolded them haha... It's really so stupid , I even wrote in to complain haha. How come their delivery man don't put some chilli flake and cheese powder in their bike?? It's really soo.... Haiz... Disappointed... Stupid system.

2008-05-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

Yo Yo hi everyone. Long time no see. Hehe.... Recently getting more and more lazy to blog. Can't finish complaining,very lazy to type.

I am so happy because ...... I finally can let go of it. Maybe over the years it gets more and more vague. Maybe you might not know wat I am talking about, but I just want to blog it out. Today I serve the net and saw it... but, the feeling of hatred is ALL GONE. I was so surprised actually. I am happy. :) Yes and sure I am.

Recently the weather is really.... HOT. It gets so hot that it's forcing me to on my air con. I hate to sleep air con coz I get flu easily every morning. Haiz. But its really hot. Why can't we have a cloudy weather and not rain or shine so often? Haaa...

I am planning to exercise more already. I am getting fatter and fatter. Going to pull my bf for exercise too. He is worst man. Lol... Ok ok got to go. Nothing to blog liao, very sleepy now. tata.

2008-03-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

These are all my new creations. I hope can sell them out at the flea market. Hehehe.... Enjoy... To find out more, pls visit www.pinkishdivine.blogspot.com

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Hurray! Jun and me got a stall at flea market again hehe.... But its at 12th April. Meanwhile, maybe can start to make more new creations. So sian always no time to do. Coz I am distracted by TV, games and so on haha.... Anyway, for the mean time, I had done a few creations only. Hope to have more coming. Actually can do more la but I am stuck as I forgot to buy some other spare parts kekeke....

Haiz feel like taking 1 month leave lol. Very sian ahhhh.... Zzzzzz..... Recently, I realised moon is planning to quit her job lidat. Haiz.... She got hint me sometimes lor... And also sometimes she talk on the phone, I overheard the conversation, she really got the plan to quit. If she quit, I am sure to be lonely.... I know there will be someone else to take over her, but who knows that person and me won't get along well. And also, I am S-L-O-W-L-Y planning to quit too.... but dunno when la... If she quit, and a while later I quit again, I wonder will boss let me off lol. Coz the company will have 2 new ppl who dunno anything in the start and can't pick up phone and all that. Coz now all along is Moon and me in the office doing EVERYTHING.... haiz. And I will be so sad if moon leave us. :( But one day we are sure going to separate one la... sad... I know her work is really stress.... she needed one more assistant but dare not tell boss... I also dunno how... Haiz.... If I am to leave first, I will let her down, coz I think she is the one planning to quit 1st.... Then maybe boss will hold her back hahhaaa.... :(

Sometimes I really really love this job, sometimes, I think very very very sian... Hai I dunno la.... Sometimes they all really make me very touched, make me dun feel like leaving them. I am really very comfortable here.... Way too comfortable liao... I'm spoilt by them!

2008-03-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm so sian.... It's a bad bad week for me. Kel not in Singapore... So boring... Initially I thought if I never go dating, I will have more time to do my work. Who knows, it's 1 week already, and yet I still got no time to do my work. Shit.

Today, after shopping around with Zi Jun, I came back home and was being stalked by one uncle again. Shit lor. It's really a long story. Damn idiot one... In the end went home and roll down my verticle blind. I really hate this. Dunno why some guys so disgusting. I really hate it.

Hmmmm... Bro introduced one job to me. It's graphic designer at a bank. The pay is quite attractive and moreover, there's still OT pay if you want. However, high pay= more stress I guess. After much consideration, I decided to give it a try.... But my confident is very low... just try lor. I've been saying this to myself for 2 days already and yet I haven typed my resume. I dunno where I put. Arrrggghh... OK I will do it tomorrow.

Actually sometimes I think my character is very bad... Sometimes I think I am not a gd gf. I wonder how kel stand me. I just can't control my temper. I can say many other girls temper are better than me. They are more forgiving than me, but for me, I always want to make things clear... I hate to be accused of.... I hate to be misunderstood. Haiz.... I really try very hard to control already.... Haiz. Feeling super down...

2008-02-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hmmm... getting more and more sad, coz I think maybe kel n me won't be getting our house so soon le. Maybe wait for other built to order house lor. That means I will still have no freedom. Sad.... I really very sian lor.... 23 yrs old this year and yet cannot go out too late. Mum call me everyday to rush me go home all that. I hope I can have my own house. Like this mum won't restrict my freedom anymore. I can go wherever I want. Don't even know in the future will have or not. Very pek chet. Hmmm... Kel and me ballot for the house at TPY. That time there's about 10k applicant fighting for it. Kel and my queue number is 02590. Those with queue no. 2000 and below can go get their house... Whereas the rest can go home and drink kopi slowly wait for the next sale. SIAN. Wasted $10 on balloting. Enough of it. I very sian liao. Don't buy liao la. Somemore where got ppl nv proposed then go buy house one.... whats the meaning of that man. Some guys say they also nv proposed to their wife last time and blah blah blah... why this world so many wooden block one. O.o

Oh yea last week I just sold out one of my hand made earring. Had a hard time going to the post office lor coz that time I queue super long for one stupid envelope and also when I get out of the post office, its raining cats and dogs. Lucky my boss came to pick me up hehe.... Hope I can do more new stuff. I think since I started work, I really got no time to do my thing. Sometimes when I wake up early in the morning, I really thinking why must work?? Why other ppl so gd life no need work can get income and blah blah blah... HAIZ. How nice if I can sleep until shiok then go to work hehe... Aiya where got such gd thing. Well... It's good to day dream once in a while. =P

On wednesday, went to Miss clarity to celebrate Ling and Jun's bday together. Hope they like my present lor. Though it's a bit kiddish, but I hope they like it and will use it. Hehe.... And then Ron saw my new design of the gate in my camera and he said its damn nice. He wanted to do one for his future house. So happy hehe... But actually I like the other one but it's not in my camera. Some more the other one more sellable than the one he saw in my camera. Diff ppl diff taste lor.

Tomorrow is Saturday and yet I got to work. Not sure to see other resale flat at whampoa or not. kel is so busy. I don't even know my schedule lor. SIAN LA...it's a very SIAN WEEK!

2008-02-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

I'm so boring now. Zzzz....

Today is the 10th day of Chinese New Year. So sad CNY passed so fast. Back to work again. Boss brought us out for CNY lunch yesterday. His new wife also came along. This time I felt she is much different from the 1st time i saw her. She is more friendly now. And yesterday she only spoke to me coz I sat beside her. She is so shy lor talk very soft haha. It's strange as I felt that talking to her is like talking to my friends. I can see boss love her dearly. Haa... So yesterday my boss wife asked whether I had seen her wedding photo. I said no boss nv show us. So she said she will share it with me by giving me the web address. So I said ok lor. Today she emailed me and tell me where the wedding is held... who's the photograhper and so on. Well... Its marvellous. She looked great. The wedding looked like fairy tale that all women will wished for. Their wedding is in Bali, but they only invite their family and close friends there. The pics , the location, the wedding gown... EVERYTHING IS SO MARVELLOUS. I told her how I wished my wedding is that marvellous. Then she replied email to me.... It looked as though both of us are chatting through email. Haha... She asked when is my wedding bells ringing... she can help me for the preparation all that. I wanted to reply her la... but I was rushing home, so I thought I will reply her on Monday. I was thinking are all Indonesian that friendly? Coz I knew 3 indonesian ppl... They are all so friendly and speak whats on their mind. Ha.

Hmmm today actually my planning all spoilt. I was thinking after work, go Zi Jun house, then we go buy ticket to Malacca together. Who knows after eating the cough syrup, I was so drownsy, so I went home to sleep, thinking I will go Meiling house to meet them at 6pm for dinner. Who knows I slept till 6.40pm... The medicine is really powerful. When I woke up and messaged Zi Jun, she said she will be going at 8pm. Then I say I don't go already since I need to go jx house. Then I was thinking maybe go jx house at 7 plus coz I must go home early... Who knows kel say since I am going home early, and he will be going jx house at 9.30pm, he said I might as well don't go. Then I say ok lor. I already changed nice nice want to go out liao. So sian. After that he say nvm la go la... I already very sian liao lor. Wait I go, they all play till so happily, after a while I say want to go home. Will spoil his mood, might as well listen to him don't go. Make everyone more troublesome only. Haiz. Then now ROT in my room. No show to watch at all. Slept for so long liao now cannot sleep. Haiz. All because of 1 person I cannot go out late. Or else I will stay his house and no need worry so much liao. Always lidat one lor. I really hope we can get our HDB. I really want my freedom. I don't want ppl to restrict me. I hate that I HATE THAT! WHEN CAN I REALLY HAVE MY FREEDOM???????? I want to move out lor. I am sicked of the restriction. I am 23 yrs old this year lor. PLS LOR. PLSSSS LORRRR.... I want to move out!!! Haizzz.... So.... today spend Saturday at home. STUPID LOR waste 1 day. All planning spoil. Idiot. Oh ya and I also coughed for weeks already. Still not recover yet. Today never eat lunch but eat medicine already. Lucky I never vomit. Came back home, got dinner in fridge I din know. I go and eat egg with white rice. I am so STUPID. Eat few mouth only lor. Now so hungry... Was thinking can eat in jx house one .... HAIZ. Lousy day. Lousy planning. Thanks to me. Thanks to my health. F.

2008-02-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!!!

I'm back to blog.... Haha.... Well... Finally I had finished cleaning my room. And this is the last time I'm going to paint the stupid ceiling. Luckily everything works well... Haaa.... Hmmm... I found my hand written diary when I was cleaning my room... I read some of it... memories really flow back to my mind. Hehe... Some of the things I don't even recall... I'm glad I kept the diary... I don't even remember that diary was written while I was in sec school. Haha... Really alot of happy and sad memories... About how I was bullied in school.... what the stupid things I've done... all this and that... Haha....

Then today, I tidied my cupboard. Found the secondary school album. Damn I hate my hairstyle last time. SO NERDY so stupid... How do I live that time?? Really missed my sec sch lor... I think the happiest moment is in sec 5 ba... The last year in Mjr. Haha... I'll keep it forever.

Tomorrow I'm going to watch CJ7 with kel and my frens. Hope its a wonderful show. I hope CNY don't end so fast. I WANT A GOOD REST MAN. hehe... Will be returning to work on next wed.

Last Saturday, I went to NAFA with kel and Zj. I went to enquire whether I can study bachelor in visual com. However, the administator said NO. She said I must study back my diploma course and cannot switch to Visual com. If I want, I must take their visual com diploma first. DAMN DAMN DAMN... that's another 3 years lor. And that's another 21k. Sian. She said I must study back my PID course lor. I don't want lor. So sian... And she said after interview, maybe I can get exemptions, and I only need to study 1 year and I can get the Huddersfield University Cert. 1 year to get a degree by a recognised Uni in UK? I think its really worth it. However, I really don't want to study back my course... Haiz.... Haiz... I think I will just take some short courses for visual com. My bro said in design field, ppl don't really see your cert, but your experience and the ability to use all the softwares. So I think I will just go and learn some other softwares that I am not familiar in. Meanwhile, just stick to my company. hehe...

So sad this year not going to Chinatown. Alot of reasons la... Haiz... But I'm glad this year varuna lend kel and me his car. So we can go "bai nian" without having to take public transport le. SONG ah haha.... gtg... very hungry now... Waiting for my bro to join us for reunion dinner. Hehe...

2008-01-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

I feel my eye sight is getting worst. I'm facing the com from 9am to 6.30pm, then. reached home, bath and eat, after that online again... At the same time watching TV haha.... It's so bad for my eye sight, but still I can't avoid it. I really need to use the com badly haha....

Regine and I are going to have a stall at Lime scape flea market @ cineleisure on 12th Jan 2008. Pls come to support us if you can. Timing is 1pm to 7pm =). I haven even do all the preparation yet. I got some ideas in mind for the accessories but I really got no time to do it. Once I have the time, I will forget everything. So sad....

I hope CNY come faster. I really missed holiday... So tired lor everyday work work work. Boss had increased my pay by $150 more. However, I felt its still very little as compare to other poly graduate. Blame it on myself... Who asked me to request so little for my expected pay when I went to interview that time. Haiz... Sad.... Actually, before I got this job, I told myself, pay little nvm, as long as I am happy working with everyone and also happy with my job. Well... I really am happy, but now I start to grumble about the pay haha... People just like to take things for granted. Right now I am still lingering around.. Not sure when to quit, why must quit, after quitting what to do all that la.... SIAO!

I am going to settle my poly bank loan in another 4 more months. HURRAY! After that, every month I can have the $200 for my own ....woo hoooooo.... lalala... Hope I can start saving up soon. Heeee....

Gtg... Reading "Marley and me" story book now. It's getting exciting... Tata....

2008-01-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Oh... It's really been a long long time.... Almost forgot I have a blog haha.... Ok for now, let me wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR. May all your wishes come true in 2008. May it be a wonderful year for everyone.... Heeee.

Well so ytd, went out for post x'mas dinner with Regine, Ling, Xin yu, Ron and Brandon. Ling and brandon went overseas, so we got extra more presents for them. We also give bday presents to xin yu and brandon , they also got extra present hehe... This year, Regine bought me a story book by "Sophie Kinsella" which I wanted to buy but can't find the other day. I was so surprised she actually remember the bk title and author. Thanks for that. Hee... But I will only read it after I had finished reading the story bk which I am still reading now. Haha...

We went to "Miss Clarity Cafe" at Purvis st. I was so curious abt the food there as everytime I passed by this cafe, I will see a big crowd outside. The shop is beautifully decorated and very cheerful and colourful. However, I think their service is.... Haiz.... I wonder why still got so many ppl go there eat. Firstly, Regine made a reservation 10 days in advance. Ytd they said they got no records. Then, they managed to set up a table for us outside... Well... The "outside" is really out of that cafe and next to their neighbours shop front. We felt so weird eating there. It's like out of no where one long table appeared and everyone got to walk another route to aviod our table.. Weird. Then, no one bother to take the order. So all of us use "eye power" and kept looking at the staff there. Finally one managed to come and said he will give us a 10% discount for all the waiting and blah blah blah.... Then, we waited 1 hour for the food. Told the waitress abt that, she just nod her head and clear the starter dishes... Damn. So rude, and still, we waited 1 hour... then the food, so cold lor... not even warm lor... Kaoz... And the dessert... I think we waited half an hour... So in the end, we took 2 hours to eat there... Fyi, the bill came especially fast at the end of the day. Haiz..... Actually wanted to get my bf to try there for his bday tomorrow, but I think about all the services and waiting, I think... Let's forget it. I doubt I will go back to that cafe anymore. =(

Today, went out with kel, jx, jh and ww to watch "alien vs predator". Well... a lame show man. I was looking forward to it, I think the story is so... haiz dunno how to say haha. Anyway, not what I like.

Oh one last thing. Actually I've been thinking of further my study in NAFA. The only thing I worry now is the course fees. I think it's so much much more than my poly fees. I dread to loan the money from bank again, but other than that, I really got no income. Haiz... I was wondering if I can survive when I am studying in NAFA, coz I want to study full time. That means I won't earn that much money as compared to full time job. I am waiting for the open house in NAFA now. Hope I can have many many exemptions, then will cut down the study period. Hopfully I find my way there. :)

Going to tuck in now. Tomorrow is my bf's bday. Happy birthday dear. Heeeee.... Nitey.

2007-10-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hehe... So long nv blog again.....

Last few week, my fren lend me his car for 5 days as he wanted to go KL. It's so fun driving around with car, but I'm so sad that I dunno the route at all. That day, met up with my bf and all his frens. Altogether there are about 6 cars in a row, and mine is the leading car as they say I'm new, so I can escort them in front haha. Then TLK sit beside me to guide me. So fun everyone give way to me. And when I want to over take, they help me to block the car behind too. We went to many hills in Singapore. So damn fun, some of the route like initial D lidat. The hills are very nice especially the scenery. I told Meiling one day we can all gather there to chat too. TLK also taught me to park one day. We went Kallang stadium car park. I was so sad that day, coz I almost wanted to give up learning parking. Actually jx taught me before, but I gave up that time. I always dunno the logic of when to turn left when to turn right. I see people park so easy, why when it come to me, I felt so hard to park. That day, I almost cried. I felt so so so stupid and inferior. Wanted to give up lor. But I know if I give up, I will never learn forever. HAI. Finally now I can park, but my car not straight, when I tried to make it straight , still the same lor. HAI.

Time passed so fast, had returned him the car already. He said he will lend us again at the end of this month as he is going overseas again. Looking forward to it! :)

On Hari Raya, kel helped me to paint my ceiling. We must scrap off the new paint that I had just painted before putting the oil sealer on the wall. Lucky I din paint the whole ceiling, only some small portion, but that small portion almost torture us to death. The smell stink! Like the smell from the goat milk lidat. Then I wanted to paint the actual white paint on the ceiling on sunday, but kel said lidat means sat and sun no off, cannot relax. Then I said ok lor lets go out, then we went to expo and walk around. There's metro sales, harvey normal sales and one exhibition call "gracious home". We went in to gracious home and I saw 2 company selling gates. I went in to spy their gate. I saw some of our designs from their catalogue, and the way they copy so ugly. Not elegant at all. Then I also check out their price and materials all that. I came to know why my company gate is so expensive whereas others is so cheap. Ha. Coz the things we provide are all top quality. One look at their handle I think it sucks to the core. Their cutting of plates is very ugly too. I wonder why customers buy from them when they see their cutting so uneven. Ha. Ok enough of back stabbing. Well anyway I din mention is which company kekeke... Hmmm then after that, we went to Sakura to have buffet with jx, YM and his gf. Then we also went to watch mid nite show "balls of fury". Eh they said it's hilarious but I think so so only la. I prefer "night at the museum". That show is really more hilarious lor. So I reached home and bath and slept at 1.15am haha. Sometimes I sleep at that timing too so nothing unusual kekeke.

Today came back from work damn early as today I got monday blue. Then I called mum and she fetched me back home. Now waiting for her food lalala.... Once in a while felt so lucky got home cooked food to eat haha.... I'm hungry now.... Shall stopped blogging coz I don't have energy anymore. Tata....

2007-09-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Today is a very super duper moody day for me. Got so angry with some customers. It's the 1st time that I got so moody with customer. Usually I only complained and nagged about them, but today it really affect my mood totally. Coz usually I know how to solve it, but today, too many things to do. I've been working overtime from Mon to today. I bet tomorrow sure OT also. Since Monday, I've been going home at 7pm or later. My colleague also OT with me. She say our office hour is 9am to 7pm. Haha... Haiz.... Very very sian.

Today, I got to know from my salesman that, the siao zha bo (mad woman), whom I blogged about earlier, she got lots of complain from the owner. The owner said initially before she signed anything, this mad woman promised her everything can be done, but once signed, the thing cannot be done, and the price also 2 times higher. Damn , she can say us cannot say her own self. Cannot tahan this kind of person.

Next, got many things not done in office. Some customers are really.... One of it, he chased me for the drawing when he just order the gate from us and we haven measure yet. Fine, I provide him with the drawing the next day, and before that, he even called my salesman and nagged him where's the drawing. Now, after sending him the drawing for 2 days, he nv get back to me. Lidat also can. Then I revenge, called him and asked him can we fabricate? He say, oh, erm, let me get back to you tomorrow ok? DAMN. And one more, this lady, my manager say cannot stand her, very brainless. I din know until today, I really had a taste. This person, want the star, and want me to get for her, want the moon, also want me to get for her. But she din know that it's impossible. DAMN. She think she want what also can. My manager already explained to her, she still don't get it. I don't know how to explain to her, so I drew the picture let her see, and she din say anything, but wanted to change a bit of the design, but I was so busy, so I din really hear what she say on the phone, but I kept saying yes yes ok ok, but I'm doing my work on the other hand. Once I want to start her work, I don't know how to start lol, coz I never hear what she say. It's the 1st time I din listen to customer talk. So I anyhow draw and send back to her lol. Don't care about my reputation already. I'm really busy like f. So because of her thing, I got so moody today. I am so sorry becoz initially , kel asked jh and jx to meet us for dinner, then last min, I say I really got no mood to go out, so they cancelled the meeting. Haiz. I still got one stack of drawing haven do. 2 days never go down for inspection already, anything happen I am responsible, but I really don't have time. 1 of my worker today last day, I din even have time to go down and say bye to him. Hopefully can see him tomorrow , coz his ticket is still in the office haha.

Ok got to have my dinner now. Mum nagging. Bye. =(

2007-09-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm so sicked of it. Everytime my mum and dad will take him for granted. Always ask him to take things for them. SO SICKENING. And sometime borrow money from him. I think they really take him for granted lor. Sometimes because of this, we quarrel for so many times. I told my mum not to borrow a single cent from him. Becoz of her we always quarrel. She said ok. But now, she still will borrow money from him. I am really speechless. I really hoped to move out. I love my family, but I am really sandwhiched between him and my family. Really very sickening. However, I think I got to wait super long to have my own house. I won't move out unless I got my OWN house.

Nowadays very unlucky lor. Work time so many stupid things happened, then at home also lidat. So sickening. MH always tell me his house this problem that problem. Please lor, compare to me, you are more fortunate than me lor. Sometimes I dunno what the rich ppl think. Some people, they got very gd and responsible parents, they FOREVER GOT NO FINANCIAL PROBLEM. Sometimes, certain things are very easy to do, example are, helping your parents buy food before you go home, buy newspaper etc, if got passed by, no problem buying. Frankly speaking, if I never pass by, I will not buy. BUT, some ppl, they got passed by, but just becoz they are lazy, they don't wan to buy! They will also think it's not necessary, if not is, they will think, why will people ask u to buy, they dunno how to buy themself is it? WALAU this kind of attitude..... I know they are fortunate lor, though they dun have maid, they have responsible PARENTS. Parents who forever stay at home to wash clohtes, do ALL household chores, and to drive children around. My family is TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THEM. My parents will only do household chores for themself. The rest, like my room, I have to clean myself. If they nv cook, I got to buy my own food. All this and that. They are so surprised. Sometime I also pity them, little bit things also dunno how to do, becoz everything is PARENTS DO FOR THEM. They should be fortunate, and not always say other people. PLS STAND IN PPL SHOE CAN?? DAMN.

Another thing is, sometime I cannot stand ppl, accidentally bump on them gently, say sorry liao, still give the sickening face as if whole world own them money lidat. Sometime little bit things, this complain that complain. I am really very sicked of this attitude. Wonder I can stand how long. I really dunno. I know no one is perfect, but pls lor... Don't lidat can?? Say so many times liao.

Haiz... these few days, so many things happened in work, especially entertaining all the crazy ppl. I really feel I am angry until my heart kept thumping. I was thinking if one day becoz of this work I got heart attack how? I think next time I really want to find a job that has TOTALLY NO LINK with customer. Got this type of job or not? I really dunno haha. I mean I don't want to liase with any customer, coz some customer, they pay some money, they think they are big fuck. Cannot stand it. Haiz. I think recently I kept scolding ppl crazy, I think I really have a foul mouth. I kept telling myself dun keep scolding ppl crazy, but they make me want to...... AHHHH... must control control control!!! I hope sat faster come. I can sleep shiok shiok from fri to sat haha.....

2007-09-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

Aye, blogging in office now haha... Not that I'm free, but I just want to take a small break to blog what I want coz I am lazy to blog at home. Just finished my lunch. Yesterday and today is a very busy day for me. And dunno why yesterday so many crazy ppl called and make a fuss. So angry. Firstly, this customer called and say, "your guys say today come my house install my gate at 10.30am, why are they not here yet?". Then I look at the time and think "eh auntie, the time now is 10.25am only lor". Of coz I don't talk to her lidat. I tell her "ok my guys should be on the way now". Then she shouted "Walau now then on the way, walau the whole thing should finished before 12pm, I am in a hurry you know, if later I late the taxi fare I claim from your company one hor, and blah blah blahhhhh....". Zzzzzz... Can't stand it. After putting the phone down, I called one of my part timers customer and told him the gate thing. He say " your company service very very bad, pay money that time , everything ok, now you tell me I am left with no choice blah blah blah....". Then I asked him "Did my part timer told you blah blah blah?". He said "your part timer tell me bleah bleah bleah".... I almost fainted. I told him I'll call him later. Then I called my colleague n COMPLAINED to her. Tell her what the part timer done. She also fainted. Luckily I thought of some ideas, that is, sending him some pictures to let him visualise. Today, he called and told me finally he understood and will go according to what we want. HAHA.

Then number 3, my salesman customer came to our showroom. Just to choose colours all that. My salesman tell me, this customer very nuts one be careful. Lucky still ok, I only take down some details he wanted and passed to my salesman to handle lol. And lastly, this is the most crazy customer of all. We called her crazy woman. 1 month ago, my salesman get me to draw the gate for this woman's customer. She's a interior designer. Then, when I gave her the drawings, she said she want to modify this modify that, and on the very same day I modified and sent to her. Then she replied want me to modify again this and that. And when I called her or emailed her, she din reply at all. Then yesterday, she said she approved everything and want us to install this saturday. SHE IS CRAZY. I told her, our earliest date is next Wednesday. She said, " It can't be, I don't care, I'm not happy with the date, no no". Then I tell her, the schedule is full from today till Wednesday, so Wed is the earliest date. She not happy and I told her ok I call her later. So I called my salesman to compain. This woman say, why that time I order on Monday, you all say if want to install can install on Thurs, today I approved, you all say next wed then can install. She is crazy. I told her, that time you ordered, schedule not tight, but today then you confirm and want this sat, we cannot give coz schedule is FULL. Wah biang. Then she called my salesman to complain. My salesman quarreled with her and he say he don't want to do her business. This woman is not the 1st time lidat already, got one time she kept changing our schdule n design too. Then this woman called me and want my boss hp no. I don't give and she said why we all lidat one , why so secretive one? Pls lor boss hp how can anyhow give? Told Regine about this story, she said she is brainless. Then I say, I get my manager to call you. She say ok, asap ok? I said ok. Then my manager called her, AGAIN she nv listen to the phone. Today, manager also called her. Also nv listen. Until after lunch, she called back, asked how's the thing. I said, manager called u from ytd till today, you din listen. She say I give the wrong number to him. I said NO, I GAVE HIM YOUR NAMECARD, AND HE CALLED YOU MANY TIMES. She die also dun want to admit she got missed call. Kept saying no la no, cannot be, cannot. DAMN CRAZY. Anyway, I believe she die die also must make the gate from us, coz she already told her client already, but now my salesman don't want do her busines. Very good! A lesson for her. However, my manager still want to do her business, so he was thinking maybe let him handle, but she's the one don't want to listen phone. Oh ya, and when she was quarreling with my salesman, she nothing to argue, so she said the drawing I gave her is not what she want, therefore dragged the time. I told my salesman, hello, she say want to change , I changed for her on the same day and emailed back, called or emailed her don't want reply me, now blame me ah? 1 month ago I finished liao hor. My salesman also understand. He asked me don't care her, dun do her business. Lidat say me one, I not afraid of her one. Now my office all think she mentally got problem. I am not afraid of anything. Nv do wrong. HAHA. Phew~ typed so much. Really very angry la. Don't know when will solve this problem. Wonder if she really will make from us. Heee.... ok ok back to work liao must finish my work today. Byez.

2007-09-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

I had so much things to blog, but always lazy to turn on my lap top, and now I don't know what to blog. Only can blog about recent things. Well, yesterday there was earthquake in Indonesia again. So scary, even some places in Singapore are affected too. Lucky I'm staying at east area and also low level, so I can't feel the tremour.

Well, up till now, I haven paint my room at all. Dunno when can I start. This week also very busy. Weekend got event again. This Sunday event will be a stress-less one. Haaaaa.... I really hope I can start painting my room. This Sat I'm working half day again. After that I'm not sure to stay at home to paint some part of my furniture or to go out. Then Sunday whole day burn. Haiz. I think got to wait till next weekend then can paint. I WANT TO PAINT MY ROOM!!! Haiz... And another thing, I realised the colour chart and the actual paint that I bought is different lor. The colour I saw at the colour chart is Pink, but the actual colour turned out to be light pink. Haiz... It's also nice la... but I'm not sure about the blue... Coz I love the blue in the colour chart. Not sure of the real colour. I'll only be using the blue at the last stage. Haiz. Why can't I get the real colour?

Hehe... Tomorrow is friday already. So happy. Hope next weekend come faster. Can't wait man. Really forgot what I want to blog haha.... Got to go back and watch my dvd. Buai.....

2007-09-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today I'm so unhappy. Early in the morning, the stupid website boss emailed me something very rude. Saying that he was shocked to see what I typed in the email. Well I am the one who is shocked of his email lor. Firstly, he dragged our project for more than a year, and yesterday, he emailed me saying that if by today I can't provide him the pictures, he will take it as the project is completed and I can't change anything anymore. WHO WILL SAY THAT TO A CLIENT? SO damn angry, and so I emailed him back POLITELY, saying that I hoped he will give me some time as I've given him 1 year. Well... he said he is shocked to see my email. SIAO. He said we got no deadline, slow in giving pictures, kept changing the design. And he said he wanted to terminate the project with us but he compromised and helped us do. Immediately, I print out the email and showed to my boss. Boss face got more n more black while he was reading the email. Boss said "HUH? It's them who want to terminate with us, not we want to terminate with them meh? " , then I say "Ya lor, he siao one la". I told boss, firstly, I gave them a deadline till June 2007, but now it's September. So I got give, not that I never, and they changed designer to do our web without informing me. Secondly, I already told them IN THE FIRST PLACE that I will need to add in more pics, but in the meanwhile just do with my old pics. Thirdly, I didn't say I want to change design. I only say I want to add in more photographs under the section that is long ago created already. What's the big deal? Anyway, before I complete my sentence, boss say he will help me to call their boss and scold him. True enough, he scolded him in his room, I can hear the sound from boss room, but not sure of the content. After that, boss tell me everything is settled, ask me to continue HAHA. The website ppl dare not call me anymore. One of the staff emailed me, I don't even bother to reply her anymore. Very angry them. At most when they ask I will say I haven receive their email. I don't understand, I can wait them for 1 year but they cannot wait me for less than a week. Terrible. My friend's friend can complete the web within 2 weeks. I told them, I will not want to carry on the updating service with them anymore. Boss tell me, next time no need update, next time he want to change the whole web again. OMG. He really waste money, paying for something he don't like. Haiz. I will ask everyone not to look for this company. It sucks totally. Their boss don't know how to email in proper english. He don't know how to spell "your". Every phrase that needed the word "your", he will typed it as "u". Example, "I have spoken to u boss that I blah blah blah.... u company had blah blah blah...". So weird. He can typed good english, but all not tactful at all. Very very rude.

And today, some bloody customer came so late, wanting us to do 2 sets of frame for them, tomorrow must hand over. SIAO LOR. Then production and me were discussing about the frame, he is a very very very experience production guy, and he said one part cannot be done. But my boss say CAN, but boss not around, so on the phone, its so hard to understand what he is trying to tell us. My architect and workers all also know it cannot be done, but boss say can. Is it we too stupid or he too clever? Then when he explained to me many times on phone, he sounded so angry... Haiz... It's the 1st time he sounded so angry when talking to me. Usually he very dote on me one. Haiz. Very sad lor.... Not only I don't understand, production also wat.... and its so hard to talk on phone... how he expect me to understand? I'm so inexperienced.... HAIZ. Went down to see how the workers are doing. Seems fine... But I don't know how boss want to do it... Tomorrow I will know lor.... I really hope he is WRONG. HAIZ. But I don't think so... Coz his thinking power is really really very strong.... Sian sian sian....

After work, spent $100 on paints and brushes to paint my room. Bought Nippon odourless paint, so that my room won't have the sickening smell. Hehe... And some paint to paint the wooden part. SO fun. But I think next few weeks then can paint la... Coz this weekend so busy. Must help out in event. This saturday is temasek poly family day. Wonder will I get to see my lecturers? Haha...

Very sian... SLeeping soon. Tomorrow problem will be solved. I hope so... Haha...

2007-08-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAiz... After working for the event last Sunday, I suddenly fall sick. On Monday, already not feeling well, but went to work. Wanted to leave early to see doc, but so many things to do, so I din leave. Then on Tuesday, I thought I can get well, who knows during work, I felt so weak too. Then it was raining so heavily. So unlucky.... Then I waited for the rain to get small, then I tell boss I want to leave as I am not feeling well. Then boss brought me to the clinic which is just near my blk. He kept nagging me to drink more water. Doc told me my sickness is spread by children, maybe my niece, nephew or whoever... I think so... Coz on Sunday, I had interacted with sooooo many children... Haha.... Must be one of them spread the virus to me... sad... But.. Anyway, I got 1 and a half days off becoz of that haha... Yesterday stayed at home, rotting away. My bf actually mistook my medicine for his and he brought my medicine to his office for one whole day.. Haha... Luckily I am still fine....

Today, can't wake up also... SO draggy lor.... Then I only ate one bread and took my medicine, after a while, so so so hungry... Whenever I eat medicine, I'll get hungry easily no matter how much I ate earlier. Haiz... I got to experience this kind of suffering for a while more, coz I was given anti-biotics. Must finish ALL!!! SIANZ. I hate to rely on medication. I think I really need to exercise more, as the docter say if my parents got diabetes, chances of me getting it is high, unless I exercise regularly, as exercise can also prevent diabetes, and alot more disease too. Hmmmm... And I think it's been ages since I eat fruits.... Really really very long never eat fruits already... No wonder I always get sick. Haha...

Hmmm... Tomorrow is Friday... So sad I got to work on Saturday, or else I can go to the zoo to help out for the event. Can earn another $70.. Too bad lor... Very sian! I thought this month got extra $140 one... HAIIII... Why must I work on Saturday??

2007-08-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today is a not so busy day at work hehe... But still got things to do lor. Spent 7 hours just to type some text haha... so slack... But that 7 hours include msn-ing my frens and also taking up calls.

Yesterday, it's the 1st time I bake cookies with my bf. Very fun lor. Very heng also as yesterday jx came my house downstairs to pass things to my bf, then we went bedok to have lunch, then went NTUC to buy ingredients for making cookies. I even bought a brand new egg beater haha... Then sooo many things also la... Then he brought us home muahaaaa... So lucky. Then my bf and I had a great time making cookie. 1st round so ugly all the cookie expand and stick together. We had to use spoon to divide them. Then we felt so stupid coz we thought the cookie will harden inside, but it didn't, so my bf called and ask his sister, his sister say must take out and let it cool then it will harden. Keke... So fun so fun. After that, our skills began to improve, the cookie not so big anymore. My family members all say it's nice. So happy hehe... But I myself don't rate so high, coz I think it's sweet. I don't like sweet stuff. I'm thinking of lessening more more more sugar the next time round hehe... I wonder how the cookie will taste like if I don't add in any sugar muahaaa.... Bought some to my office to share with them too. George ask me is it chipsmore. I said no, it's famous ah zhi haha... Not famous amos. keke... Overall, very happy with the result. My bro say he take his hats off me as I nv make cookie before and I dare to buy oven and egg beater. So I want to prove to him I can make it. And I did, he's the most supporting of all as he love to EAT EAT & EAT lol... keke...

Today went out with Regine after work. I went this fashion to shop while waiting for her. Then this month got 30% off for members. SO CHEAPPP lol... Bought 2 top for work at only $22. Usual price is $40, but because I got member and I got additional points, so got so much discount lor. I agree sometimes the quality is bad, but I can wear very long coz I like it haha... Regine and me went city plaza after dinner, then saw many many many nice clohtes there where we cannot find at orchard ba. But so ex, the price not much diff from orchard one. So I din buy any la haha... Cannot always spend money haaa...

I hope tomorrow will be a free day for me again. Got some drawings to draw tomorrow, but I know I can finish very fast, I just hope tomorrow no more additional work for me la... Hee... well well... Now I'm going to eat titbits and watch tv and sleep soon. Nitex.

2007-08-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself.... It's my bday yesterday haha... 22 yrs old liao, still dunno how to think. Haiz... Still as STUPID as ever.

So yesterday, brought 2 Japanese monk out for a tour. They brought us around when we were in Japan, so now, we should bring them around too. Visited many well-known temples in Singapore. I realised I stayed here so long but I din really visit other temples except for my shi fu own temple haha... Varuna, my fren, lend us his car and my bf and I took turn to drive them around. Varuna borrowed another car and drove in front of us lor. So fun driving auto car. It's so so so much easier to drive auto car than manual car. Haha... We also went to the Upper and Lower pierce reservoir. It's the 1st time I took a walk at the reservoir. 1st time I see so many wild monkeys in Singapore. No one had ever brought me to reservoir for a walk. I feel so sua gu... Saw monintor lizard while I was walking the path. So scary and I screamed lor. But the monintor lizard are afraid of us too, and it ran away haha... If not for yesterday, I don't even know when I will get a chance to go reservoir. I've nv been to machritchie reservoir before also. Wonder how it looks like. Other people all went until sian, but I really never go before. As I was young, my mum always don't let me go out. So I've never been to alot of places in Singapore. I really very sad lor. Other ppl all laugh at me, say they go macritchie , go here go there for dunno how many times liao, but me, I'm staying in Singapore and I never been to many places at all... So unfair...

When sometimes I plan to go some places, he don't want to go, he will give alot of excuse. Really very sad lor, in the end no place to go. I really hate it lor... Really more fun going out with my gang. After all, friends are very important too. Maybe I'm still very playful lor. I don't know how to think, I'm not matured like he is. But why can't I be playful now? I want to have fun while I am young. If not wait till old liao then have fun? I don't want to die with regrets. Who knows I won't live till old? You never know what will happen the next sec. I have my own limits. I know when to play when not to play. It's not as if I only know how to play. Sometimes certain things I like he don't like, certain things he like, I don't like. Very hard to please everyone. Right now we are all working. Should cherish the times we have, coz both are so busy and tired all the time. Should we really live lidat till old? I can't.

Enough of complains. Back to topic. Ok so after that, met up with frens for dinner at Manhattan. varuna lend us his car lor. Heee....

However, I think I am so stupid lor, always lost my way... No sense of direction at all... Turned many rounds yesterday just to go to 1 place... Hai... So sad that I kept hitting my head yesterday when I returned the car. Very restless when driving... Hate myself.

So yesterday, my gang turned up for the dinner except for Ling as she is still working. Then I also invited my bf, JH & WW for the dinner. Jx cannot make it too. It's just a simple dinner lor. A treat from me as my frens always treat me when it's their birthday too. Hee...

After dinner, JH & WW left the place, and all of us were wandering about at PS. But someone kept showing me a black face. really very sad lor. My friends were all wondering why he look so sian. They said it's too obvious liao. I really very pai seh lor. Dunno what to do. I don't know why every year my birthday this person will make me angry or sad one. Really very very sad. Till now, I can't forget the scene lor. Really very unhappy. My birthday is 1 year 1 time, why can't I celebrate happily? I already told Jun what's my plan for my next birthday already. I felt so uneasy yesterday la.... Haiz... As I said already, I don't have the birthday mood. I wonder why so unfair. Why I can socialize with his frens, but he can't socialize with my frens at all. I am really sandwiched in between. My frens talk to him, he like don't bother to answer too. I always say other ppl very proud and dao. Now it turn back he also lidat. Really cannot say other people lor... It will reflect to yourself one.... I tried to forget this thing, but I can't... I think it's really unfair to me. I know I have my bad points. If people hurt me, I won't forget this so easily. I can forgive but not forget. The scar is there already. I said liao. I really hate myself.

Anyway, yesterday I got a few presents from my friends. I love all the presents from them. My gang bought me a pink creative MP3. Haha they know I love pink. And yes I do... Can listen to song when I go out liao... Heeee.... Then JH & WW just returned from HK. They bought me a Hello Kitty towel. It's my fav lor, all the colours inside also my fav colour haha... SO cute and I love it. Decided to use it as a cover instead of towel. Then they also share the present and bought me 3 hello kitty stuff again. I love it man... So nice... One of it, when you on the light, all the hello kitty will shine onto my ceiling. Lovely lovely.. Haha...Thanks for all the presents! =)

Not to forget , my bf bought me a pink PSP about 1 or 2 month earlier. Thanks for the psp too! Everything is pink and hello kitty in my world now. Hahaaaa.... I'm a freak.

Haiz... Still very sad...

2007-08-10T01:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! I wore red top out today. Haha... Though I din go to the live celebration la.... but still I support Singapore ma....

Finally!!! I got my original license! Haha... so happy leh... Kissed my license many times.... MUACKKKK.... Today, I drove without a "P" Plate. =P Haha... Very last min I drove la, coz jx came my house to pick kel and me up. He want to go Bugis and buy his in camp training stuff. Actually, wanted to drive from my house to Bugis, but then I scared, but when I decided to drive, jx drove liao, coz I got call coming in. Haiz... So I drove the car from Bugis car park to Toa Payoh lor. Went kel house to watch the NDP celebration on TV. This year one I think it's quite special ba. However, the rest of the performance after all the tank and plane so sian lor... Din mean to talk bad about the performance. I think it's sian, but I know the ppl performing are enjoying as it's such a fun thing to perform in live and the whole singapore will be watching it. But somehow, some of the theme, I think it's pointless ba... Nvm nvm... Hehe.... It's over, don't say so much liao.

So when I reached kel house downstairs, jx taught me how to do parking which is totally different from what I learn in CDC. Coz CDC used poles to teach us park, but now I passed already, I must learn how to park in the normal way without using poles haha.... I understood what he teach, but when I learned to park myself, I kept doing the wrong thing... Dunno why la... Hate it lor, I feel I very stupid. I am scared too as I don't want to hit on other vehicle. Jx and kel want to vomit blood liao lor... Then I ended the training lol... Very Thankful to jx for teaching me so many thing la... But I feel so stupid. Haiz... When I am driving on the road, I get so nervous also as it's the 1st time I drive on main road after I passed. I don't want road hogging and I don't want my engine to stall and I want to drive safely, then must see car see traffic light see human see this see that... Very what lor... I'm still very new what... Give me more practise lor.... Anyway I really passed my test.... If I really don't know how to drive, I sure fail one what... And some more, I am very used to my instructors car, now change car to drive, really really not used to it. And the driving technique outside is different from what I learn in school. Outside people don't change down their gear one by one, they use 3rd or 4th gear to do turning, they use 1 hand to turn, they parked using the 45 degree method... It's totally different from school lor.... The 2 guys like expecting so much from me lidat... Very sad lor... Though I always laugh laugh laugh, but I am really sad.... I know other ppl can learn faster, once they passed they really drive like normal people... But I'm different, as I am blur, forgetful and I am very slow in reaction... Really very sad when they kept giving me the "buay tahan" look. Haiz.... I know I am lousy, but give me time to practise ma.... I am not perfect lor.... When can I drive again?? Maybe jx scared to let me drive liao... Haizzzz... He even told me today he dreamt of me asking him to let me drive, then he got so shocked and woke up becoz of that dream. SHIT man... Haha.... =( So jialat meh??

My big day coming le... Going to celebrate with my gang soon... Yippeeee... 22 I'm coming!! =)

2007-08-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today so boring again... No sales at all until my bf came to accompany me. He said he is the lucky star haha... After that got 2 sales. One is gate and one is signage. Hope tomorrow saturday will be better. Actually I worked till 3pm tomorrow but boss say I can go at 1.30pm once my 2nd part timer come hehe... Today boss came suddenly with a girl. That girl clutching her hand on my boss. Dunno is it his new girlfriend. If yes, I really very sad for my deceased lady boss. How can he find a new gf when his wife haven passed away for even a year yet. The image of my boss in my heart is that he's the best guy ever in the whole universe. He treat his wife very gd, he loves his childen, he care about all his employees and blah blah, but right now, very disappointed with him. I am saying if that girl really is his girl friend la.... I am afraid of misunderstanding him, coz I once misunderstood him... The incident is that last time when my lady boss is dying, he changed his car from odessy to mercedes. A normal being will think, why would this guy still care of buying a new car when his wife is dying? So one fine day I asked my boss in his car, why he suddenly change new car. He told me it was his wife's last wish. She wished to sit Merces before she died, coz all along their car is merces... That was the time when I really felt so guilty as I had misunderstood him. When his wife was dying, all along he's the one taking care of her, helping her to bath, feeding her, changing her diaper, bringing her to hospital all that.... Right now... I really hope he's not that kind of person lor... But it seems to me that this girl really is his girlfriend. Hai ... very disappointed la... All crows are black? Yes I think so... I din mean to say that you cannot have a gf, but, your wife just passed away only lor....... So now, it's still a question mark whether or not this girl is his gf. Actually none of my business, but I just feel sad coz I thought I had really seen an extinct man, but then the extinct man turned out to be the same old black crows in this universe HAHA. Someone pls tell me that there's still a good guy in this world pls.... A Mr nice n perfect guy. Don't think we have it in this universe anymore lor. PUI!

Hmmm... Today I had a long chat with my part timer. She's the real real Buddhist as me, always going to temple and going for talks. She's the 1st person that can understand fully what our religion is. All the terms and all the things that we talked, I realised we really know alot of the same things. Unlike both our friends, the topic is really different. So happy to found someone to talk about the religion haha... And it's interesting to know how she convert her religion from Christian to Buddhist, and how she learned and get to speak mandrain now when she didn't even understand a single mandrain last time. Interesting... Haha...

Looking forward for the weekend break now. Very tired lor.... I missed my office... lol....

Sometimes I really wish to have my own house. That's my one and only target, but I don't have alot of money. I just want to have a simple house, that's enough for me.
I don't wanna move in and live with my future parent's in law. Is it that hard? I know they are very nice person, but I just wanna have my own house. That's the only thing I asked for, other than that, I don't crave for any thing... Is it so hard?? Why can't I have my own house? Why can't my life be like others???? I really very sian lor... Everyday thinking about this thing.... When can I have my own house?? Sicked of it man.... Recently really very pek chet lor.... Do what thing also fail, such a failure. Hate it lor really.... Hai... Money is not everything, but no money also very pathetic. We must really face it in this reality world.

2007-08-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

AHHHH... What a long day... Today is the 3rd day of the exhibition. I'm so happy today as we've made 3 sales. Wow... Haha... My part timer n I had discovered many things. We realised that we should place the invoice on the table instead of keeping it in the box. And also, we have to drink tea n have some snacks, so customer will start walking in and making enquiries or buying our products keke...I told my boss about it and he said the invoice thing is very true. He forgot to tell me that we should place the invoice on the table, and the sales will come. He said all along it's lidat just that he forgot to tell us =X Haha, then I told him about me eating all the time, and I said if I don't buy food, no one will come in to see our products. He laughed and said ok lor buy more haha. He's quite happy with the sales today keke. At least it's a good start. Hopefully tml and the rest of the days will be better.

Everday I got different chauffer driving me from my home to work. It's either my boss, manager or salesman. So fun and shiok man. Then at the end of the day, I can take cab and claim money from company to go home. Boss had already given me $100 spare cash, the rest I can get it from him again haha. I hope he can give me more pay as I've worked for another 2 hours extra leh... Hehe.. See how it goes at the end of da month ba...

I find that working there, my time can also passed faster as when I'm in office also, not sure why. Maybe becoz I got my lap top there and I can do my catalogue there, at the same time surfing net and also serving customer. Hehe. But I prefer working from 9-5pm. Don't like working late and going home late. No life at all lor. Now I know what I want again. My salesman said this first job that I had is very good as I'm trained in alot of things and also got alot of experiences liao. Guess what he say is true. Hopefully if one day I really quit, I can find a better pay job.

Tomorrow I will buy more food and place the bills on the table keke...Sales sales pls come in come in haha.... Gonna sleep now. Nitey.

2007-07-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

So long nv blog already haha... One great news. I finally passed my practical driving test and I got my temp license already. Just another 1 week I will get the real license. Wooo unbelivable. I think that day I am really very lucky, coz it's raining and I still can pass. This tester is so friendly. During the test, he kept chatting with me, making me not nervous at all to drive. However, when I was in the circuit, he din really chat with me. And also I was concentrating on the circuit. I think my worst part is circuit rather than the main road haha... When I finised the crank course, I knew I would passed heeeee.. Crank course is damn scary as it makes me failed once. Haha I am so damn happy. Thanks to all those people who wished me good luck that day. And thanks to my dear boy for accompaning me to the test although a day before he make me so disappointed. Thanks to my mum and shi fu, thanks to my boss for "chanting for me" at home, thanks to my office ppl, last but not least, thanks to ALL my friends!! I never fail you all. I sounded like I'm receiving the award from Oscar. OMG. :D

Recently, I've been running around in the factory and office to arrange for the exhibition on Monday. And always OT till 6-7pm. I thought I got time to finish by yesterday, who knows today, I OT again, till 4pm then go home. I still haven finish my work though, but I heck care already, passed the drawings to george and ask him to retrieve himself lol. Boss had already recuit one new part timer and 1 old part timer to help me hehe. The old part timer always make the order very confusing. Asked her to go training by my colleague, she always don't want. Now I can finally trained her myself. See how she escape from my clutches. Cannot tahan this girl. Oh yea so everyday, George will send me to the exhibition place from my home. It's even better than taking a public transport muahahahaaaaaa... So funny, Manager fetching staff to work instead of the reverse way.

Hmmm.... Tomorrow going out with Regine again. Finally can have a good break. Seems like I haven rest for alot of saturdays lor.... Today and next saturday working too.... SIAN AH. I'm bringing my lap top to the exhibition. Hope I realy can finish the whole catalogue as when I'm in office, I always got no time to do one... Then don't feel like doing at hm also. :(

Hope everything turned out well from 30th July - 12th August. Hehe... Oh yeah, I don't have to listen to sucky phone call already. But got to handle some weirdos customer face to face. Which is better??

Hai... So sian. Sometimes some things are just so hard to ask. But finally I made the 1st move to ask, but they just want to change topic. How ah? I really don't know. Very sian lor... Why can't my life be like others? Got planning, got activity, how nice....

See how ba.....

2007-07-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH today alot alot alot alot of complain. Those who cannot stand me complaining better don't read my blog today. Thanks.

Today very very fed up lor. Some sucky customer. Siao one. Our workers are supposed to go down and help this customer touched up his gate. It's an after sales service lor. We only charge transportation but the labour n touching up is FREE. Then yesterday moon called this guy and told him we will be going down at 1pm. But today they went down early becoz got 1 siao zha bo pulled out her slot. I will write more about this SIAO ZHA BO later. SO, my workers reached this guy house at around 11.30am. Then he not happy leh. He called and COMPLAINED that we were supposed to be there at 1pm, why 11.30am we are there already. Pls lor, 1st time see people complain when we are early. It's really the 1st time. If we late ppl complain nvm, I understand, but we are early. Lidat also complain. What he want me to do? Ask my workers to leave and return at 1pm?? Then he asked me if no people at home how? I feel like telling him, no ppl is our problem not your problem you don't care so much. But I din, I just told him, if no people around, we will go back at 1pm. Full stop. Short and simple. Why make such a big fuss? Damn.

Ok lets talk about this siao zha bo. This lady, she wants to make a gate, and that's the ONLY thing she know. Regarding the design, colour and how many panels, she got no idea at all. Then how? My suggestion is DON'T MAKE GATE LOR. Why make your life & our life so miserable? George went down to measure her gate and asked her how many panels she want. She put her hands on her head and like very stress lidat, very paranoid lidat, then kept saying "How? how? how?". George advised her, but she still dunno. Plssss lor... it's your house not george's house leh. 2 option just choose 1 cannot is it? That's why I said liao, cannot decide then don't make a gate, why so difficult? Then today is her installation date. She called and told me the colour is not what she want. She said my colleague recommend her the colour, not same as the colour chart. Pls lor our gate is not like other company, colour chart and actual colour different one hor. We don't even mind to bring the whole colour chart to show her again lor. Then she pushed ALL the blame to my colleague. She signed the paper already, saying that she want this colour. Now she said not nice and blame my colleague. Where got such people? Ppl see you so stress help you and recommend colour for you, you don't want can don't listen, but you want so you sign right? We never force you. How can lidat one. If you don't like this guy I asked you to marry him you will listen meh? BIANG. Then George asked her what colour she want, she DUNNO. THEN HOW I ASK YOU? DAMN lor, you want change colour we change for you, even though you signed and turned back your words, now we ask you what colour you want? YOU SAID U DUNNO? WTH. Then what you want us to do? I think George cannot stand her lor. He said he will ask my colleague to settle with her. Then she kept asking HOW HOW HOW? what how? 1st time see George so pek chet with customer. It's really the 1st time. No matter how hard to deal he will deal, but this case its different. He cannot tahan her anymore haha. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? Why this world really so many weird n unreasonable people? I told kel, maybe these people never work in society before. Even if have, they are not flexible, and , they've worked in vain. Like a dead robot. Coz they dunno that some things are really beyond our control. Diaoz.

3rd complain- Sometimes I really feel the "G" is so what lor. They say want to build a lift on every floor of my house building, but each household got to pay $1000 plus. Where got such things one? Of coz my dad love it coz his leg not so convenient to walk, if got lift, then he can go out without so much trouble, I also hate walking stairs, but, each house got to contribute $1000 plus? You siao or wat? That's my 1 month pay. And who is "G"? They are someone you cannot offend, someone straight and strict. Cannot mention their names or they will make a big fuss out of it. Don't care if they saw this entry and know I'm talking about them. But I think it's stupid. IT'S U ALL WHO WANT TO BUILD A LIFT, NOT US, YOU GOT NO RIGHTS TO FORCE THE MONEY OUT FROM US. I'm not going to pay a single cent. Dad kept asking me whether we can contribute a little to build. Well , I don't believe the whole block wants to build also, coz 1k is a lumpsum. You ask me to pay $100 per household, I can help, not 1k pls. Terrible.

4th complain- I don't understand, why people can work from 10am to 3am. Next day 8am wake up and go work again. I really don't understand. The worst thing is, I don't understand why the head don't let this person rest more, or blah blah blah. Why can't they hire more people if they got no enough man power? Ermz, and the more I don't understand is, THIS IS MY BLOG WHY CAN'T I BLOG WHAT I WANT? I don't care what people ask me not to blog. I don't give it a damn. Talk what I want. Don't like don't read lor. Simple. Hate people talk bad about you ah? Then wake up your idea lor.

Ok no breathe to type anymore. The more I blog the more angry I am now. Shall continue next time. Let me calm down. Ha! Byez.

2007-07-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Oh yea I'm back to blog again kekeke... Just planned out my calendar. This week very rush for me too. Sian. Most sian is learn driving. Hai. Driving is fun but learning is not fun, it's BORING. Coz this cannot do that cannot do. Wakao. Tomorrow driving again lor... Wednesday also lor... Then my bf going M'sia for work. HAI. HAIII...

Tomorrow boss going for a business trip. This time, he's going for 1 week. And today, he handed me the full exhibition project for me to do. He said give me a chance to perform. Haiz. Piles of work, piles of things to prepare. I really very sian lor. Still must do drawing, still must take calls, still must ran up and down factory. Time really not enough to use lor. And the worst thing is I must feed my workers coz sometimes too many workers they got nothing to do. They nothing to do means I must make things out for them to do. AHHHHRGGG ... Someone can u pls help me? Today went down to factory , then forgot to prepare one cylinder for my customer. He called and wanted to collect from me, then I got carried off by work, nv prepare for him, then I went down the factory for very long, then Moon cannot find me, poor Moon, she went down to the factory and asked for 1 cyliner and the workers dunno wat she talking about haha... Aye.. really very forgetful. Next time I must really write down everything. Actually I have the habit of writing it down already, just that I am too busy to write lor. KAO. This cannot that also cannot la. Useless me... DAMN.

The exhibition is from 30th July to 12th August. I hope my birthday that day I don't have to work. Wonder if boss will celebrate my bday for me? LOL. HAHA...

2007-07-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Back to blog again... This week is a busy week for me again. Everyday got appointment and meeting with frens. This month also must learn alot driving lesson. Having my test on 21st July. I had switched my saturday off for today and 21st July. Actually these 2 saturdays I have to work, but today got appointment to see dentist, so i never go work. 21st got test, planning not to work too. Yesterday, I had gathering dinner with my primary school friends. This time only 5 person turned up as the rest all cannot come. So we met anyway as TH had took leave specially to meet us up. Yesterday was really a fun day , coz we had so many many jokers there. Everyone is so thicked skin and said they are handsome/ pretty. Only KJ aInitially planned to go Miss Clarity cafe to eat at Purvis street near bugis. However, it's all full house. Damn... Looking forward to eat there one lor... In the end, went to one Taiwan eating house to eat. The food sucks to the core and I left 1/2 of it uneaten. Even the fried chicken cutlet is yellow in colour and not golden in colour. EEEEEEEEEE... And so funny YH ordered a rice with mushroom as she is a vegetarian. Then the amount is so little. All of us laughed out loud. After dinner we went kbox at suntec. Actually I don't feel like going one... Then everyone wants to go... Then ok lor dun be a spoil spot. I also went. Sang a few songs.. Very long nv go already. Then we left kbox at 1.30am. Shared a cab with TH and YH home. Then TH sent me all the way up to my door steps and YH waited for him in the cab. I threw a $10 to YH, then when they reached home, YH said TH paid the fare and she returned me $10 through internet banking. I am really happy to have such a nice fren. Afterall, our friendship is more than 15 years. Woo... They are organising another chalet gathering this yr. Hope I can go, and also hope everyone turn up.

Yesterday slept at 3am. Then this morning, it was raining heavily, and I was thinking, damn it lor, such a nice weather to sleep and I CANNOT SLEEP. ZZZZZZ... So sleepy, woke up at 7.45am. Today is 07/07/07, it's also my bros bday. Mui bought a Durian cake and we were all planning to give my bro a surprised. Then we bought the cake into his room while he was sleeping, and my parents and bro all stood there and woke him up. When he opened his eyes, the reaction so funny... Imagine you are sleeping and when someone woke u up and u saw a cake in front of u and whole family standing in front of u, you will kena shocked haha... Then he blew the candle and doze off. He tot he is dreaming lol.... Then Mui had a hard time pulling him up. I didn't ate the cake as I was rushing to the dental appointment. Then I was late lor. Dentist said my teeth is good though I never visit the dentist for around 7-8 yrs lol. I was so happy. But he said I got a mini wisdom tooth, but not a major problem as it's not growing. So lets pray it don't grow. Regine also went with me to the dentish haha. My fees cost alot higher than hers as I had fillings done. Really very heart pain when I paid the fees. HAIZ. Altogether $125. ARRGGGHHHHH.... The GSS offset money, all used to pay for the dental check up and my driving lesson. Not even enough for a lesson. PUI.

Oh ya, boss want to set up a road show at XX shopping centre next month. (Don't want to reveal the shopping centre name, wait readers come find me haha). Then he asked me to go over and help. Oh yea that means I don't have to stay in the office and draw draw draw, run up and down the factory and take sucky phone calles for that 2 weeks lol. Oh yea... looking forward to it. He is asking my salesman and part timer to help me too. Keke. I hope everything turned up well. Heeee...

Tomorrow is my one and only day to rest too, but must go for my cousin's wedding... Ahhh... No time to rest man.... Feel like cutting my fringe, do this do that... no time no money la... Haiz..... Enough of blogging. Dunno when will come in to blog again. Haha... Maybe when I'm free baz. Bye..

2007-06-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to myself... I'm promoted to Auntie again. HAHA. My Sister-in-law had just given birth to a new baby boy. We were so shocked as it is a premature baby. 1st time see premature baby. So small... Only 2.1kg... Couldn't see it near as the nurses had taken the baby away in a room and only parents are allowed to go in and see. So I just stood outside the window and watch the baby... Hope it grow up faster. Missed the times when my 2 nieces are baby haha. I walked around the hospital and saw some other babies in the nursery. So Adorable... So innocent... So calm...I really felt so touched seeing the babies... Wish I could be a mother myself too. My niece and nephew are born in the same hospital as me. In future, I also want to deliver in that hospital. Haha... Nurses are friendly and professional there... Unlike some other hospital...

Today quite unhappy at work. So many things to do and since morning, I've been running up and down the stairs for about 6 times. All the way till lunch time. Damn it. Then before I went for course, did 1 mistake again, but dunno who correct it for me, not my manager he said. Haha... Then today, George made a mistake, but he said it's me. It's a long story.. Really hate lor... I hate it when people accuse me when I am innocent. Haiz. For my character, of coz I will voice out, I don't care one. Then I said he asked me to use that measurement. He said no no no ... Blah BLAH BLAHHH blahh booo blahhhhh... WEll... really hate working with family business people. Anyway it's his family business, he do wrong nothing will happen. Why can't he admit lor. Then anyway, he din scold me or wat la, I also din show angry face or wat la, but just very unhappy in my heart. He also act nothing happen and talk to me about other topic. I think maybe he know his fault so he pretend to act as if nothing had happened. I don't hate him but I really don't like his working stlye.

Remember last time before my admin resigned, she told us alot of things like, we have to write this black & white so that when there's mistake, you will know whose fault, who nv see, who nv do.... NOW I UNDERSTAND! Ok I will try to make everything black and white. HMPF. The materials are all wasted and thrown away... I wonder what will boss think of me. Really not my fault lor.... HAI. Sometimes really wish to change job. But sometime no... What to do... This is LIFE. Kao.

I've been feeling so lonely for the past few days. Lucky my bro is coming back today and my mum and bf is coming back tomorrow. Damn lor, everyone leave together and come back together. I'm really so pitiful... ;(

2007-06-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

It feels like I'm back to school again. Went autocad course since yesterday. Tomorrow will be the last lesson. Autocad is fun but you have to know the rite way to draw your stuff haha. Don't really understand whole thing coz the insturctor taught alot of things before we can have hands on, so while having hands on, I asked so many things, and sometime quite shy to ask. So I decided to ask my colleague haha. He said he is willing to teach me when I get back to office on Thursday keke. Sometime it's so boring during lesson. The instrutor also very boring, but he is quite helpful and willing to teach. Scribbled all my notes on my note pad. Hope I still can regain my memory without it haha. Yesterday, lesson starts from 9 to 6pm, 2 break time and 1 lunch time. Super lonely as I dunno anyone else in there. We nv really talked to each other also, except there's one girl who kept asking me question haha. Yesterday 6 person turned up, today, only 3 turned up including me. BORING LOR. However, I won't skip the class as it really is useful for me. And it's also free, so I should cherish that. I really feel I changed alot. Last time in poly, if I can skip lesson I will skip haha... And sometimes don't even pay attention in class. Thank god it's not too late. :) Today lesson ended at 5pm. COOL... Went home to sleep. Haha... Hope tomorrow lesson can end even earlier than 5pm? Kekeke... I missed my office lor... Scary I wonder will my table be filled with piles of documents and my email flooded on Thursday when I get back to the office? I hope not hahhaa...

Haiz after the robbery incident, I think I really have phobia of alot of things. Getting very "kia si". While eating at the canteen,my wallet will put on my lap instead of the table, then when I saw some guys who got those robber look and walked past me, I'll feel scared... Haiz I'm so useless. And for the past 2 days when I go to the course, I have to walk in a narrow road near the drain, when I saw some guys in front, really scared they will rob me and throw me down the drain. Really scared lor... HAizzz.... Think too much. I hope I can forget this incident gradually.... PLS PLS PLSSSSS.... =(

Mum just came back from KL yesterday, and today she went to Sri Lanka again. Brother went Thailand on Sunday, then kel went reservice on Monday to Friday. I AM SO LONELY LOR... Everyday singing the lonely song by AKON. Haha........ Grrrr... I hope Thursday come faster, then I can get back to office. Actually also like going to course coz dun have to work, don't have to see stupid client, don't have to stress over so many thing... But... I would prefer going back to work la, coz the lesson so boring lor keke...

Tomorrow will come fast and end fast I suppose. Jia you!!! Gtg.... tata....

2007-06-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today is Friday, but I'm not happy at all.... Coz today is the 1st day I go back for driving lesson since the last time I failed. I kept thinking I will forget everything... Luckily I still remember. I drove like last time lidat... And didn't stall engine at all haha... SO happpy. Secondly, I got to work tomorrow. SIAN. Then Monday to Wednesday I got autocad training at Kaki Bukit. Then Monday to Friday my bf going for reservice. WAKAO. So lonely liao. SIANZ. I must cherish my Sunday. Haha...

BIG NEWS. Today my instructor let me drive home after lesson. On the way back near XX temple, I saw some people fighting and I thought it's a gang fight or something... But as when my car went near, I realised 2 guys are kicking a lady. The lady is rolling on the floor OMG. Then I stopped the car and my instructor shouted those guys very loud and they ran off in a fast speed. The lady, around late 30's or early 40's, got up and asked for help... However, my instructor say, "I can't help you"... Then I also dunno what to do... Then we saw one motor bike came in front, think he wanted to help, so I drove off the car to prevent road hogging as I am at the zebra crossing path. I can't believe I saw it with my own eyes. Those guys are robber and they robbed the lady... I believe they are quite well planned as they wrapped up their head with a black cloth (To prevent ppl from recognising them so easily), and they also chose a one way road, so that cars/ motor bike cannot turn back to chase them. They can even rob in front of the big temple, and at the MAIN ROAD with 4 lanes that kind of main road lor. SO PRO. I really feel pity for the lady. Wonder how is she now. My instructor say if he was the one driving, he sure ran up the curb to hit the guys. Haiz. And cannot help liao lor... They ran so fast... My instructor kept sighing in the car, and kept saying this lady is so unlucky.... Haiz how come Singapore also will have this kind of thing? It happened so near my house area... SCARYYY. I dare not go home so late alone anymore... Haiz... Got one time also saw 2 policeman chasing a malay guy at my neighbourhood area, the guy also ran past me and I stood there like stone hahhaa... I'm beginning to feel afraid living here... Though my house downstairs got police post, but they will close at night haha... Jialat la... Booo....

Today, someone from the magazine called and said they wanted to borrow our factory for photoshooting of the models. My boss said can, and I bring those team around our factory. So funny when they say they are looking for dusty and dirty factory, but ours is too clean... zzz lol. I told my boss n manager. They all laugh. Not too sure will they use our factory or not. If yes our workers will not be able to concentrate hahahah... Can't imagine. I really love photoshooting and hope can learn something from them leh... Saw one guy carrying the camera, so pro lidat. Picture also very nice wor...keke...

Think I had typed alot liao. Actually got more but no mood to type la! Sigh... Force myself to sleep liao. SO bloody HOT today. Bye..

2007-06-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

Haha... blogging in office again. So happy I've finished my urgent datelines. I hope after lunch I will be free too as I need to do some other not urgent project. Keke...

Haiz.... Recently always very busy during work. Worked from 9am to sometimes 7pm or 8.30pm. Damn tired! Alot of things not going smoothly. Sad...

I think mine is nothing compared to my bf. He can work from 10am till 2am. Get the stupid support line, and being saboed by his 2nd boss. That sucks and I feel so sad for him. I thought he wanted to quit to concentrate more on his own company as Jx will be quitting in September to concentrate on this event company. All the while, I thought kel thinking of quitting too. Coz he always said he is sicked of this job and complained this and that. Felt so happy coz he don't have to suffer anymore. BUT... Yesterday, kel boss smsed and asked him will he be leaving them soon. This is a sensitive issue as kel didn't tell him about that at all. So all the conflict happend and kel tot I told my bro and my bro told his boss, coz my bro and his boss are buddy. Then in the end, I smsed my bro and said him. Then, bro called and scolded me for nothing. He said if he got spit out a single word, he go out give car crash, give thunder hit. I was so damn angry.

Then... Kel last min tell me it's all a misunderstanding. He said his boss next sms is, he wanted to employ 1 more guy and promote kel to Assistant manager and increase his pay (maybe just a bit bit?? I dunno..) And the new guy will be under him. KAO. I dunno what's next. I dunno what is his decision. Up to him to decide. However, kel will be busy once jx had pull in more business. That means it's quite hard to meet him every weekend (Provided if business is really good). I hope it won't affect our relationship. I really hope their business can go well. JIA YOU! haha...

2007-06-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

YIPEEEEE... Today is Friday and tml I'm off. Wooo Hoooo.... Haha.... However, still very busy today. OT till 8.30pm today. Left the office with my colleague, ah Moon together kekeke.... My production came back to office at 7.30pm, and he was shocked we are still working. I told him I want to stay over night there keke... He asked me sleep inside the meeting room. As if I really would. Haha....

Got many things to do today. Really no time. I think I have to call George tml morning to help me do some stuff. If not I will have to go work early on Monday. I think it's highly possible coz George always got no time. Haiz....

Tomorrow meeting my shitty fren Ah Jun again hehe. Hope to get my shoe tml. Coz last week I went to buy no more stocks already. I need more shoes to wear to work, coz every sandal I wore to work always broke. So I decided to wear shoe instead, and anyway it will be safer for me too as I am always running about in the factory kekeke. Gonna watched dvd throughout the nite. Muahaha... Drank milk tea already. So I believe I won't fall asleep so fast today lalalaaaaa....

Eyes on tv now. Tata...

2007-05-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today is Wesak day... Happy Wesak day to all Buddhist / non Buddhist too haha. Rot at home the whole afternoon and went to temple at night. The place is at Yio Chu Kang. So far away. And when my bf and I took a cab home, we realised that place is the place that we went often for supper. The 24-hours Roti Prata house haha. Wooooo... I missed the roti prata there.

Hmmmm... I've just moved my online store to www.pinkishdivine.blogspot.com Feel free to take a look. I've uploaded the t shirts, necklaces and some other customised products. Haven upload some other stationary or other Hp accessories yet. Will do it when I am free hehe.

Today really very shiok, can sleep till so late. Tomorrow work 1 more day, saturday and sunday off again kekekeke. Haiz recently really very very broke. Dunno where my money gone to. Must be after the 1st driving test I spent all money there. Then for now, I own 2 months hp bill (1st month I lazy to pay haha), then own Scv and internet fees, share with my brothers, I own them $35. Then $200 for 1st June installment school fees. Then must give parents money as it's the end of month. AND damn it, I own insurance $264. That amount is for 1 year. I just signed up a health shield plan. Can pay per month but I prefer to pay all at one go, so every month I don't have to worry anything. I really wish to pass my driving test asap and also to clear my school fees debt. Imagine I can save alot after that. Haiz... now I still cannot save money. Poor thing... Broke liaoz... HAIZ...

JH and WW kept asking me whether want to go HK on August. How I wished to... Although I got no more leave, but I know my boss will allow me to go. I don't mind taking unpaid leave coz I really never work so what for take money from company? But my mum don't allow me to go... I think I will just say no to you guys... Haiz.. Let's hope next year CNY got 2 weeks of leave, then I will jio u guys to go other country kekekee.... This December going Sri Lanka too... So I think better don't take so many off days ba... Haiz....

2007-05-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

This CPU is so CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO DAMN BEAUTIFUL LOR. Saw this from magazine. I like the one behind the black CPU. Will I get to have a PINK CPU with that design? Look to the rite hand side of my blog, MY BDAY COMING HOR. ANYONE????? LOLX HAHHAA....

2007-05-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hehe... Fresh FRUIT JUICE blended by my father. Though the colour looks gross, but it's so sweeeeeet, got orange, apple, pear and dunno what... wow... haha....

2007-05-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Woo hoooooo.... Just went to the National library with my shitty fren, Regine. So long never go library already. Din even know now we can use nets to pay fine instead. Haha... Borrowed some design related books and magazines. Love magazines.... Saw Li Hui on the cover page of Seventeen on the February Issue. The Queen of the Queen's 2006. I think she is more pretty in person. Hee...

Very sleepy today. Make a few mistake in work again. HAI. Always got mistake one. For the new gate design, I wrote wrong material and my boss spotted it and changed it on the spot at the factory. HAI. He thinks I don't know what material to use. But NO, I wrote wrongly LAAAAA.... But I din say I careless, don't want him to feel I am always so blur and careless. Sian lor... He might think I don't know how to use the materials lor. Zzzz.... Ah Zhi jia you jia you! I really want to train myself to be alert and not so blur lor... Hai...

Yesterday, I asked customer to give me her email address, and she took my HP number to sms me. THEN, today she kept calling n calling my hp. WALAUUUU. And got one time she called me and say sorry she called the wrong person. Lucky I got free incoming. But she very irritating lor. And I served her 1 and half hours as she want to choose colour. She is damn ficker minded. After finalising the colours, she called me again, and said she want to change. After that I told her not nice. Then she say nvm lor remain, but, she say confirm again tomorrow morning. WALAUUU. I am going to swtich off my hp tml at work. Damn irritating. Lucky she din call me after I knocked off. Haha...

Feeling hungry and tired. Sian la... I go sleep soon... Flipped some magazines before I sleep . kekeke... nitex.

2007-05-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Thank god tomorrow is Sunday. Yesterday was a long long day for me. 2 customers came to factory and I was like giving presentation to the 1st customer as he asked alot of questions and I answered all, and after that he just said he will consider and went off. Then another customer came, I served her for a bloody 2 hours. She kept on changing her mind about the design AND also asking so many many many questions. I was so thristy talking so much lor. And so damn tiring that I really don't feel like serving her. After that, my colleague who is getting married today, came and showed us her wedding photos. Then, that's the end of work. AND I din draw anything at all yesterday. HAHA... too busy liao. Then at night, George went to my temple's event to on the lights. My temple invited him and my boss to on the lights, so yesterday George went first, and today my boss came too. I felt he got something on his mind, but of course I can't ask him, just hope that he will have good luck after visting my temple's event.

Oh ya, Singapore is really very small. My colleague (Who is getting married today gave 3 photos of her and her husband to me. What a coincedence, my bro saw it and told me that he is doing the catering for her today. HAHA. So I met my bro at the church there. All my colleagues said the catering food is superb. So they all began getting the name card from my bro haha. My collegue's husband is an officer from Navy. So the wedding, they have the sword of honour to hold the sword in a cross shape and the bride and groom go through them. SO NICE. I like this kind of wedding, but too bad my bf is not an officer hehe... The whole ceremony is erm... quite... boring I must say.... Coz I am not christian, so I don't know what they are praying but I just kept quiet there. However, the animation is nice nice nice! The couple had an animation of a story about how they met and how they are together till now. It's very interesting and based on a true story. The characters inside are all cartoons haha... So niceeeeee.... The the groom sang song to the bride. So touching, and his singing is sooooo nice.... HA!

Tomorrow is a Sunday, I must cherish today. Will sleep very very late tonite kekeke... For now, it's tv time! BYEZ.

2007-05-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

EEEEEKKKK, today super fed up in work. Damn suay and damn busy until I dunno wat I am doing the whole day. Last Saturday, I was so happy, I made a deal of $4100, the $3500 is 1 customer and the $600 is another customer. So, I asked him 2 times whether the thing he want is in the pic, he said yes, damn lor I asked him 2 times he said yes, so I quoted for him $3500 (After more than 10% discount for him), then, today my manager went to site, he told my manager he wants 2 new poles and he said I quoted for him in there. My manager asked me, I said no, and I told him I asked customer 2 times liao, he said all in the pic. And he din say the poles he want, coz its not in the pic at all. Now he said he want and he said I quoted him already... Sucks lor. Damn it. Then I called and explain to him. He don't want to hear, and he kept talking non stop, I talk my part he talk his part. I told him we had a miscommunication, he asked me don't talk so much, then I tell him it's okay, he can consider first, then he say we do business until like that, why not return him the deposit. I said FINE, I return u ok, bye bye. And I slam the bloody phone. Who want to earn his money? 3.5k big meh? Please lor, it's yet another gate. And all I earn was $35 for commission, $35 alot meh? Walau. Sucks la. Then I just told boss he want cancel order, boss said no choice lor. If I had a recorder, I will record what he said, the bloody fool. Certain things I can bear up, certain things I cannot is cannot, especially when I want to explain and ppl don't want to listen. Fucker.

Not my fault not my fault not my fault!!!!

Then this morning, I forgotten I got a meeting with the website designer, I din prepare anything for the meeting Hahahaaa... But lucky I know what I want to say, but the designer blur blur one, din bring lap top din bring paper din bring pen, just bring her own bag... walau... everything i provide for her lor. shit one. And she told me today she will send me the revised web, haha, I forgot to tell her don't promise if you can't do it. True enough, I waited whole day for her email, but she din reply. Zzzzz... Sian lor. SIAN!

Today whole day really no mood to work. Kept thinking about that unreasonable retired ah peh who kept nagging non stop. AHHHH... spoilt my day. Make my job miserable... Siao leh... GRRRRRR... I needed to talk to someone, but no one to turn to, so I kept nagging to my colleague lor. Haiz.

Don't wanna think about this anymore! Hope can have a gd nite sleep. No use thinking about it. Just cannot take a breathe of it lor. very bu fu qi! Very sickening. Hmpf!

2007-05-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Just went to my nanny's funeral today. She passed away yesterday.... I've been to more than 10 funerals within 2 years.... The feeling isn't great at all... They said when you are old, you will feel lonely as you will see more and more of your family or friends that passed away before you. But no, I am only 22 this year, and I've seen so many people leaving me.... It's really a sad thing. I don't have much impression of my nanny... Coz I left her when I was about 3 or 4. But when I saw her in the coffin, I almost broke down and cried, but I hold my tears and was shivering... Really very sad... Well, I was so shocked as the wake is held in Christian way, not the usual Buddhist or Taoist way that I went before. So I was so lost don't know what to do, but my nanny's daughter brought me to see my nanny. First time went to Christian funeral.. Very quiet and very simple... Then my nanny's daughter told me how my nanny passed away before her... sad....

Just last 2 weeks, I also went to another funeral... Sad lor really...

Ok enough of that, I really hope no more funerals for me to visit! Today, boss asked me to go in his room, and he told me that he is going to raise my pay to another $100 more. I was so happy. So he told me about my weakness, that is, I lack of initiative. But he said overall, he is very happy that I joined his company as he is satisfied with my attitude and my work. Well I wish to tell him, it's not that I don't have initiative, it's that I am forgetful and blur. But I got try to change, I brought a mini organiser with me so that got anything I can write down and remind myself... Haiz... If I don't have initiative, I won't always OT or take charge of so many things leh... He never see la... Zzzzz... Anyway, boss said he is expanding the company now, that is why he kept employing more and more people in, now my company got about 30 staff. He said our company is still growing, and wish that I will grow with them together. I said ok. But.... I think perhaps I will work for another 2-3 years? I don't know... I just want to learn EVERYTHING there... Coz there's really so much things to learn. Once I've learned everything and when I'm sicked and tired of this job, I will leave... But I don't know when. I really love the people in there.... Hehe.... All very nice... Hope my company expand then I can get more pay raise HAHAHAHA... hope so hope so....

=) surf net time. BYE.

2007-05-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... I'm still sicked.... Dragged myself to work today. So sleepy plus hungry plus sickish. I just ate teochew fish porriage. Not bad la, but no appetite eat, but I still hungry leh... Zzz... In office blogging now again lor. Slacking away, got work to do, but I take my own sweet time la... Who cares... I don't care liao...

On Saturday, I read an email forwarded by my friend. It's about a lady named May who died due to stress in work.

Click the link to know more
1) News
2) Her blog before she passed away
3) Her friend's blog

I knew I won't be like her... But I truly admire her sacrifice for her company, but it's not worth at all as the boss didn't even care a damn (I guess so). I also have friend working in HP under one department. She told me work is very very stress there, and it affect her social live too. How sad, I asked her to quit, she said she want to get more experience first... Hope so...

Oh ya, the website company just sent us the new web design layout... Well... IT SUCKS. How can some people designed the web till lidat? Imagine i give him a picture of dragon, and the whole website, can see the dragon background but the main dragon is totally covered? And our core business is metal grilles, not sculpture, sculpture is the sub business, the designer go blow the sculpture up and I can't even see any metalgrilles. Funny. And Regine told me the web look like a livejournal rather than a website. For me, when I opened it up, I thought it's a calendar as there's many numbers there. I asked boss whether he've seen it. Straight away boss told me he almost fainted in his room. HAHA. He said he don't know how to explain to them, I also dunno! Then he asked me to help him call the person and talk to them. Zzzz... And so I did. Straight away I told the leader that I want to meet the designer, ask her to come down to our office. He said ok, he will arrange and call me back. Think it's going to be another 2 weeks to wait for his call. HA!

I don't understand lor... EEEEEEEEEEEEEE .... Where got people don't understand a single thing about this company and start doing the website for them? ABSOLUTELY WERID.

Back to work liao la... Don't blog anymore. SO angry now.

2007-05-05T14:59:00.001+08:00

Ah... Wat a Saturday.... I'm sicked lor. Damn it. Initally today want to meet up with Regine, who knows I am sicked... Super giddy now, don't feel like sleeping leh... I think I ate too much heaty stuff, I'm damn lazy to see doc as I really got no strength to walk. Seems like every 3 to 4 months I will get sick. I also wish to drink more water, but no initiative haha... Always sick only got 1 reason, that is never drink enough water. Hmpf.

Today 3rd bro went back Taiwan already.... He will come back again on July. Bought an Orthotic insole from him. It's a medical insole for flat feet. (Click here to know more). I don't have flat feet yet, but I feel my leg so painful nowadays, so I better buy and wear it for my future sake. It's really a gd medical insole recommended by all docters in the world. I would think ladie's should buy more as sometimes our shoes is really not good for our feet. Think that's the reason why my feet felt so painful... And damn it I am not going to wear slipper to work anymore. My new slipper from URS just broke yesterday when I enter the office, lucky I still can use scotch tape to tape it for the time being.... Whatever slipper I bought, it will break eventually, no matter or cheap or how expensive... Bleah. Wear shoe better, as my shoe never break before haha... Then can wear insole inside, tadah, and I wil have a healthy lifestyle... HEHE.

AHHHH I am feeling sleepy and giddy, I want to find things to do now...And Regine asked me to make accessories if I don't want to sleep. Siao ah I'm half dead liao leh... surf net better la... HAHAHA.... bye

2007-05-03T12:40:00.000+08:00

muAHhahahaaa.... Changed new skin again. This skin will be much more simpler and not so eye catching. (For those who hate pink) But still , it's my favourite, "hello meow meow" skin haha.... Added the songs in 200 pound beauty movie. Love the 2 songs very much. "Ave Maria" also not bad la, but don't want to add so much songs here... Anyone got the mp3 format can send me? Hehe....

Well on the 1st of May, loiter and spent my day at Orchard, until 9.30pm, we went to watch spider man 3. Nice show but.... A bit curious as to how come there's this black substance falling from the sky, and then scared of bells and fire?? They din show anything, they only showed this thing following spider man and then cling on his body, then when spider man tear his suit down, the thing went to cling on other ppl... Confused la hehe... But overall I still like this movie. Heeeeeee.... Mary Jane is so chio.

Haha the upper paragraph I blogged in office, then my boss came back and I stopped blogging and continue now. So boring nowadays... Been dragging my work super slowly.. Hate this... I prefer not so busy and not so free. Best is can finished the work before 5pm and don't OT. HAHA.

I just sent a application to Lime for the flea market at Scape. Hopefully they can give me a stall la.... HAiz... GO GO GO!!!

Feeling hungry now, better go sleep before I start hunting for food again. I'm so fat now I don't want to eat so much anymore. Byez....

2007-04-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

Your Driving Is is: 37% Male, 63% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical female.You are a careful, skilled driver. And you are patient in sticky driving situations.You may get aggressive from time to time, but normally you're a cool, collected driver.

Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

2007-04-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm so sleepy now.... Today is the 3rd or 4th day I'm so free in the office... This morning my company's net work failed. Then I can't online can't surf net, so boring... Then the IT guy from outside asked me to climb up n down the ladder to help him see the model, and check whether our thing is it spoilt, then I did everything and he came to replaced the tool before lunch , so fast. Then I got net to use so happy haha....

After a while my manager asked me do a bit thing, then after that I am free.... I did super slowly... I still got 1 and half hours to go now haa... Just now 1 customer came, he was very impressed with our company's design. I even showed him the new design that I am still developing on. He loved it very much and said he wouldn't mind paying more for that dragon design. He wanted me to launch it ASAP, but I tell him not easy coz we need to explore more first... Haaa... He and my boss got the same taste.

Haiz... No mood to draw anything now... So tired.... Zzzzz

Dunno wat to blog... surf net liao... bye....

2007-04-27T13:45:00.001+08:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

2007-04-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

Yay! I'm blogging in the office haha.... Today is like the 1st time I am free, got no urgent deadlines to meet. Lalala.... So happy ... but I can only surf net when boss and manager not around. Or else I'll be acting busy in the office. Actually if I want, I can easily find work to do haha... Coz I'm a designer, the design thing is never ending one, so I can design new stuff and new products without anyone asking me to do. Wait till boss and manager back then I act busy la... But whenever manager come back, I sure got work to do one.... Haaa... So let's slack while I can... Hehe...

My friends around me kept saying their job nothing to do... Very boring in office.... Time very hard to pass. For me, it's opposite, coz I got many things to do, time super fast passed. As for now, I think I'm the same as them, finally I know how they felt. Arrgghhhh... so boring now... It's only 1.20pm now... Aiyo.... Lucky I got my "shitty fren" to msn during work. Why I call her shitty fren is because I forward a sms regarding friendship, but it uses shit to describe the friendship. So after seeing that sms, my fren kept calling me shitty fren. And so do I. Initially got Jan and shitty fren to msn, now only left my shitty friend, and sometime my bf. So boring now... Haiz. But it's really nice to have friends to msn while at work. Anything unhappy can complain to them straight away hehe....

Finally it's Friday today, but I got to work tomorrow. Sucks. If I no need to work, then I can rest from Sat to Mon. Haizzz..... Monday watching spiderman 3 with friends. Yipeeee.... Wah nothing to blog liao...I dunno what to do next. Don't feel like working on something leh... Coz I am not always free, must cherish my time hehe... Lala... surf net time!

2007-04-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

So sad.... Failed my driving practical test lor.... I really sucks man.... Drove so long nothing happen. Today actual test I go and strike curb. Actually I know I am bad in crank course, I asked instructor to let me try last round before I go rest, who knows I really failed under crank course. Shitty... I got the best tester lor... He is so frenly and doesn't make me nervous, but I din cherish it... Haiz...If only I din hit the curb, I'll just get 8 points only for my driving... Sian la... It's the 2nd last thing I test lor... 2nd last leh.......... My parking all that is ok lor... Tester say I can drive well just that I failed under crank course as I turn in too late. He really very nice. I see other tester, their face black like charcoal, some even look like gangster big boss lidat, my tester look like a warmth grandfather haha.... Very sad... Just very sad... I know everyone comforting me... asked me dun sad, some even say they failed 3 times 4 times... I only 1 time.... But still, very sad la.... I've been waiting so long for this day, but I din made it... Got to wait 2 more months for re test, I know it's fast, but I can't wait... Let's hope the 2nd time I got this tester again... AHHHH....

Tomorrow no mood to go work... sian la... so embarassed to tell them YES I FAILED AGAIN. Haiz... Everything must re test 2 times leh.... Why so jialat one me... But boss also know I failed liao... He say 2nd time I MUST PASS haha... ok if he tell me if I passed he increase my pay, then maybe the whole of May, June, July I'll go book for lesson and train up muahahahahhahaa.... FAT HOPE! Think whole office know I failed liao, coz tell 2 person equals to tell everyone, dunno who spread to who la hehe... I also got tell my colleague ma... Heeeee. Anyway anyway, I am really very happy with my driving lor hehehe... Just very sad becoz of that stupid mistake I made... hope tomorrow I wake up I will not be that sad again lor.... Hope July faster come...

On sat, regine and me rent a stall at CCK to sell our items.... Business not very good, I only manage to sell away some old clothes at $2 each. I earned $9 that day... I realised many ppl love old clothes... Got many ppl looked at our accessories, but I think too ex that's why they din buy haha... dunno la... It's cheaper than Orchard lor... Hope can get a stall at scape again... I believe the 3rd time we will do better. Heeeee...

Sad sad day... thanks everyone for comforting me too.... Just can't help being sad....

2007-04-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

I'm getting more and more "suay" (Unlucky). Morrrre and morrrrrrre suay..... Very sian lor... Nowadays so many things happened to me... Quarreled with mum, always make mistake in work, driving always kena scold, do wat also kena scold. Sucky life.... Got 1 time I really broke down and cry lor.... I feel so innocent that people misunderstood me, I really hate that kind of feeling that you never do that thing but ppl accused u... nv say sorry some more.... blame me and insist they are right... HMPF! I wish to have my own life asap.

My TP is coming... still not very gd in circuit.... got a feeling I will fail... I hate this, so sick of going lesson.... Hope I can passed and drive without sticking to the stupid and strict rules, and also can drive auto car hehe... I think my driving on the road is fine, SERIOUSLY.... But instructor little bit things this cannot that cannot.... ok la maybe he is strict lor... also gd for me, so that I will learn and passed if I stick to his rules. But I think if I passed and drive lidat, no one will say me, coz everyone is lidat after they passed hehe....

Yesterday Elyn asked me to go dragonfly.... Then I go lor... Who knows she's a big bomb. So late then she reached, then stick to her bf somemore.... Dun understand why ppl must stick to their bf so tite, cannot talk a while meh? In the end spend the day at dragonfly with my bf, jx and eddie this 3 guy... haha... I think pub is not that worst than I think, maybe I haven seen more, I prefer dragonfly to tiger lor.... And there's alot of beautiful girl there, no wonder so many guys love to go there.... But theres no hunk at all... Bleah.... And anyway I don't find the music loud, I think it's just nice for me leh... Why they all say pub don't suit me? I dunno... haha... Ya I'm crazy in person, but those who knows me not that well might not know, I love music and noise, I hate quietness...Hehe... Maybe that's why I'm so noisy...

Hehe I'm looking forward to cycling today, my bf dad pumped their bike already, so we can cycle around his neighbourhood... woo hooo~~~~~ well planned sunday.... =)

2007-04-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today, spent the day at my bf's house. He is sicked. I brought my lap top over to watch dvd... hehez.... A bit boring Sunday la, but nvm, coz I can rest more. Sunday doesn't means must go out rite? Hehe.. So I stayed till around 10pm, and I got so nua to take bus home, so I took a cab home. The cab driver is very very very KAYPO. He saw my bf bringing me down to take cab, but he din get on the cab, so this driver said my bf did the wrong thing, and said how can the girl go home before a guy and blah blah blah.... Please lor he want to make us quarrel ah. He told me many things about his customer. He said got 1 guy stay Jurong, his gf stay Tampines, but this bf asked the driver to send his gf home first then he go home, went 1 big round, and the driver praised him. Whatever. Why can't I go home myself? My bf is sick lor.... And I think it's a bit bo liao for him to send me home then he go home again since he is already at home liao. The things that the driver said is too much I really hate listening to him, but he kept talking non-stop, and the topic can go very far, until HP, Pager, Lap top, Palm top and things lidat, siao ah. Then I was nodding my head in the cab while he talked, but I really wish to get home fast, lucky I reached home fast lor. Before I got down the cab, the driver told me "no hard feelings ok"? I think I got lor... Just said no to him and got off ASAP. Bo liao leh.... Zzzz... This world is full of WEIRDOS. Just like what my friend said, is it that there are many weirdos in this world or is it that we are just too normal?

I'm getting very stressed up now. My new design are launcing this week, I haven got the names and other 2 more designs out yet. I'm doomed. Don't wanna think about it anymore. SLEEP! bye.

2007-04-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm... Forgot to blog about 1 news yesterday. I overheard on the news that we are not allowed to say the word "bomb" in Changi Airport. I think one family was being investigated for a few hours on their luggage and something lidat after the mum mention "bomb" to her kids, I think she just want to tell her kids that the custom are checking their luggage so as to prevent people from bringing bomb to the plane, but maybe some officer or who heard the sensitive word and caught this family to investigation.... Correct me if I am wrong haha. (Just overheard the news without looking at it). Well I think thats ridiculous... Everything also cannot do in Singapore. Seems like there are more and more rules here. Hate that. I know what they did are for our own good, for our own safety, but I really think that's VERY ridiculous.... Would I be caught in blogging this out ? *Roll eyes*.

Oh ya, recently someone send a blog link to my email. I went to take a look at it and I was so curious who this girl was, they said she's a celebrity blogger, she got famous through blogging... Her name is Wendy Cheng (Appeared in many newspaper) and her nick is xia xue. Some of my friends knew her but not me. They said she is very opened to blog, very truthful, thats why she got so many readers. There's 30,000 readers everyday. So yesterday, I went to take a look at her blog, and I realised I read for quite long haha... Her blog is so damn interesting and sometimes funny. One thing I am common with her is that both of us LOVE pink, but I think she got more pink stuff than me as she got pink wall in her room, pink keyboard, mouse, CPU casing and lots lots lots more haha... Pink is really nice =). I'm going to add her blog to my link heez... Some readers love to criticise her, I just think they are too lame liao. Not happy don't read her blog lor, create so much things.... DUH.

Oh yahhhhh, today boss just came back to Singapore. He said he is going to launch my new gate design next week lalala.... So there I am rushing for the other 2 new design as we want to launch 3 new designs at one go and I would like to have the same theme but different series of it lallaa.... What should I name it? I'm damn bad in naming....Hmmm... Headache liao... 1 week is just too rush for me zzzz...

Very sleepy today as I woke up early to work, and then went to learn driving at circuit today. It's my first lesson of parking today. Instructor teach me parallel parking first, my bf say vertical parking is damn easier than parallel parking hehe... Quite interesting... But I always make the same mistake, always turn wrong direction in circuit as the lines are really confusing lor... How to pass lidat? Hai yo.... And after lesson I went home to sleep, then went to watch Mr Bean's holiday with my bf and frens as they had bought my tickets already, then after that went to temple to discuss about the project they want my company to do for them. Boss and manager was cracking their brains to help us too, boss said he will do everything for us by charging only the cost price, and no labour fees, how nice of him haha.... That thing is at least 22 feet tall and 20 feet wide... Can't imagine how we carry there.... =X

Haahaa I'm going to see xia xue's blog now keke. Got fed up watching the dvd which kept hanging halfway. HMPF. Tatazzz....

2007-03-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today actually quite free at work. In the morning, rushed out all the things, after lunch, quite relax liao coz I am only left with designing new gates and windows for the new condo. Then I slowly do.... Half surfing the internet haha. Actually I still got lots more of work to do, but its not so urgent, so I just heck care do it when I like lol. Anyway quite relax today la. Then went home at 5.10pm. Seldom go home so early haha.

Quite suay after work. Met my bf at Bedok, but we got miscommunication, I thought he is waiting for me at the mrt platform, but no, he is waiting for me outside the bedok hawker centre. BOOOOOO.... Idiot lor.... Then I went to the hawker (Wasted transport fees as I went in and get out of the mrt platform at the same mrt), but he went to mrt lift to wait for me, but I din say I went up by lift, instead, I went up by escalater lor. Stupid sia. 2 of us walked one big round lor... Then hor... we decided to go to one malay restaurant to eat as the food there very nice, however, got 1 auntie and 1 kid walked super slow in front of us, so my bf walked in front of me to over take them, then hor.... ONE IDIOTIC FUCKER, SUCKER, DUMB DUMB, BRAINLESS ASSHOLE (I'm saying this as I am fucking angry) STEPPED on my slipper and my slipper just came off my foot and I had moved 1 step without it, and can you imagine my slipper is those thin string type, and my foot just brushed across it.... Then that SUCKER (NS guy wearing the uniform) he knew he stepped on me but he just don't want to turn back to see me or even say sorry. Then my bf also dunno I kena stepped by him. Then when my bf turned back, I told him what happened lor, but that idiot went far far away liao. Then I almost burst out in tears, its really painful, my whole foot turned reddish, and till now, its still very pain, it's like a very strong abrasion lor... Super painnnnnnn..... I HATE HIM I HATE HIMMMM. Told my bf NS guy idiot one, then my bf say half Singaporeans are all hated by me lol. I am just kidding if any NS guy are reading my blog pls do not misunderstood. HAHA :p Somehow I felt I got bullied by people but no one help me... so sad... so suay.... If my leg not pain I sure go up and scold him one. STUPID FOOL. Don't provoke me ROARRRRR!

Today I tried to call up 1 company who offer free autocad software training for 3 days. I got the voucher from them as I helped my new colleague to order the software. Then my boss asked me to go for that training, but must book the schedule first. Then that person say the training are for 3 days, 9am to 6pm... WHoaaa... Then I no need to work for 3 days lalalaaaa, but hor even if I work the working time is till 5pm not 6pm haha.... Well anyway, I don't mind going and also don't mind not going. See how ba hehe....

Recently kept watching dvd at night. Everyday is like a routine. The 1st and 2nd set of dvd serial movies are the best, while this one I am watching its still normal la.... But I will continue to finish all the episode hehe.... Ok back to chiong dvd... after that sleep. Tomorrow work again, after that driving lesson at circuit... Sure kena scolding again MUAHAHAHAAAAAAA ...

tata.

2007-03-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

Argghhh.... So sad... Made alot of mistake in work again... Haiz. Boss only left town a few days, so fast I got mistake again. Anyway, this morning its none of my business, production din see the date properly, and they turned back say I never tell them.... I wrote there clearly... was wondering why they never see one. Anyway, George asked me to tell them next time if anything is urgent. Ok I will... Then afternoon, made a mistake again. Haiz I would say if this part timer never give me so much problems, then I wouldn't have any mistake at all. Wonder why some people just cannot understand one. If you are new never mind, tell you many times not to do this, but never change. Make us all so troubled. Don't want to talk about it anymore. Had complained enough. Grrrr....

Yesterday morning, I got stuck in the lift alone. Scared me to death lor. I kept pressing the level 2 button to make the door open, but it didn't. Scary.... Then it just went down to level 1 again, from where I took the lift. Haha... Lucky the door opened finally, or else I'll call the office for SOS haha... Lucky the lights din went off too. I would never take lift anymore. Anyway my office is at level 2 only kekeke....

Nowadays alot of terrace house project. Draw till siao. Getting very stressed out. Today my new colleague sang song so loud. Moon and me got a big shocked haha. But in our heart we were laughing lor. He is soooo funny, he sang as if nobody's business... Ya maybe he can calm us down, so that we won't get so stressed out haha.

Enough of crapsssss.... Sleep early. Nite.

2007-03-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

Today time passed super duper fast in work. I think that's great, so that I won't have monday blue haha.... I think I am a bit relief after my new colleague joined me. I even had time to go factory to inspect the workers work lol. However, I still had not finished my own stuff haha. Never ending work la.

After work, went to eat dinner with my bf, JH and JX at far east. We ordered Tom yum soup. At first my saliver was drooling. I am craving for tom yum soup. However when I had the first taste of it, I was utterly disappointed with it. I think I had spoilt my tongue in Thailand. I never thought that Singapore Tom Yum soup is that bad. I usually had tom yum soup in this restaurant, but now it seems like I don't like it anymore. Haiz. Think I can only go to traditional Thailand restaurant to drink tom yum soup liao haha.

Talking about Tom Yum Soup, I am feeling so hungry now. It's getting late and I haven had a good sleep last night. I had been setting up and loading up stuff to my lap top the whole night. Oh ya, this lap top actually belongs to my bf, but he gave it to me after he got himself a new lap top. I think although this lap top is DELL, which I don't personally like the brand, but I still think it's good as I can still surf net and do my things without any trouble at all. So never underlooked a brand haha.... Unlike my bro's lap top. It's so so so so lag till I want to throw away his lappy haha..... Well well enough of craps. Think I will sleep now. Reall Reallllllll TIRED! Nitey.

2007-03-25T15:49:00.000+08:00

I'm at my bf house blogging now. Today is his mum's birthday celebration, but the actual day is not today. His sister wants to cook today, 1st time cooking I heard. Wanted to help her but she say don't need. Haha... So my bf went to sleep as he got up at 6am to do work, then just came back only. Then I had enough of sleeping, so I blog lor. Actually few days ago I tried to blog 2 times, but I think there's something wrong with the server, make me type so much nonsense then cannot load up, waste my time ah. Haha....

Well I thought his sister is cooking for lunch, who knows is dinner... I haven taken my lunch lor.... Hungry... Haiz. Nvm later I'm going to eat up all the food. ROAR!

Oh ya my new colleague came liao. For now I can say he is quite friendly, kept saying thanks to me when I tell him things. Boss wanted me to train him, so I just did, he can understand fully. Then boss gave me $20 ask me to bring him for lunch with me n my colleague. He also said he is going overseas for business for 1 whole week. He say after he come back he will bring all the office people to eat again as a welcome for him. I think everytime we got a new colleague boss will bring everyone out. Last time I also lidat haha... Eat gd food ho ho ho ....

I asked my worker to make one sample for me again. Boss is very very happy with it, but I think I am quite stingy, I thought the workmanship is not that fine. He asked me to tell them what I want lor... Haha... Perhaps tml ba....

I think this week also very busy for me, another new condo is launching again, I got to do the proposed design to the management, so many windows, so many sliding door, so so many gates... Grrr... Oh ya sometimes, I just feel that the management for the condo is so so so so so stingy and troublesome. Little bit things, this cannot that cannot, this must pay that must pay. Haiz. Living in HDB or private estate is much better, more freedom! But I would say I feel living in condo is more secure lor. Haha.

Feeling bored now, still waiting for the food, yum yum. Haha... Think I'll go watch some tv programme now. Tataz!

2007-03-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

So long never blog already..... Recently so many things happened in work. Very sian ah... Especially the web site design for my company. Boss handled the whole project to me to discuss with the web site designer from other company. So sickening lor I really hate their attitude. Or maybe because that designer is still young, around my age, but he should know that he cannot be so rude to client one. He made dummies web for us to see, boss and me think it's very terrible, so we kept asking him to change this and that. Requested for the whole web width to fit in the screen, but he don't understand what we want. Finally he understood, and he said it's too late to change. What the hell? He said not his fault, we tell him too late and things lidat... Then I told him if we can't get what we want, this project will be going on forever. I know he is dying to close this project, but you can't anyhow do that. He also agreed the web is terrible. But he just don't want to change for us. Then I asked boss to call him. On Thursday my boss called him, then I heard him shouting at this designer. My boss is very angry too. Then he emailed that companie's director and requested to change designer and give us what we want or else we will cancel the contract haha. So HAPPY finally my boss gave him a lecture haha...

Then I promised to give my customer's his stuff on that particular day, but the supplier cock up. In the end I'm the one calling the customer to apologise. SICKENING LEH. so suay one... Then my only shell sample component give my worker make spoil liao, no more sample... Boss intend to find out for me in Singapore, but I believe Singapore very ex... Sian... I bought it from Thailand ma... suay la. Same as my boy boy. He is having his TP tomorrow. Hope he will pass, then no more suay liao hehe....

It's HOT! SO hot in Singapore now. ARGGHhhhhhh.... Got to buy a new fan BY TODAY! my room fan spoilt so long liao, and I hate to on air con always. Waiting for boy boy to finish his lesson then can meet him and buy liao hheee.....

2007-03-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

Yew hoo~~~ Finally I can blog. So long never blog already... Just returned from Bangkok. Spend alot alot of money there... Shop till I dropped. Shopping there is so fun... more fun than Singapore. Love the Tom Yum there... I had been drinking it everyday haha... And I've tried thai massage 2 times... 1 time shiok 1 time not shiok heee.... Bought alot of new shorts and t shirts at cheap price. I will be changing my online store address soon. Maybe to a blog site so I don't have to re design the whole web page if I got new items... Just load the pics in the blog can already... Hehe.. Will do it when I'm free.

Today is a busy day. George brought me out after lunch, we went to 1 terrace house at sembawang to see our workers install gates and windows.... Saw the whole thing that I drew... I think the real thing is nicer haha... Then George also brought me around to the end of Singapore... And alot of places... He really know Singapore well... I don't even know we have this n have that haha... So fun.. Like an excursion trip. After that, we went to Hougang for measurement. I see how he measure... Then he brought me around to the HDB and show me wat our competitors do and what we do. After tat I finally understand why our gate is ex. Other company's gate really sucks. Not the design but the size and installation method of the gate and their colour sucks. We went 20 houses, all the same... No sillicon some more... omg... Din know that other competitor's work sucks till lidat. Haha.. Now I know now I know.... Altogether I spent 3 hours outside. Then came back boss ask me to help him draw 1 thing. After that meeting with the web site designer from 1 company. I think he is really very irresponsible. I am so pissed off. Firstly, he said that he will meet me at 4pm, in the end called and say will meet me at 5pm, then I waited for him till 6pm. When he came in, he never apologise for being late. Then in the meeting, he got the guts to ask me for paper.. He really din prepare anything for the meeting... kaoz.

Feeling so busy all along..... When can I have free time?? So many things haven do... I'm really so tired.. zzzz Got heart no strength to do.......

Going to tuck in super early I guess... So sian. Nitez.

2007-02-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

Feeling so low.... Yesterday I just washed my new dress that I bought for Chinese New Year. It just smirch terribly.... I walked all over Marina and Bugis and I only managed to find 1 dress I liked, and bought it for $33, now, I have to go back to Bugis and asked for a refund. Meaning, I got to search for new clothes again. But I really love that dress with those nice prints. Argggghhhh... And I don't even know whether I can refund back my money or not. HAiz. Suay days coming to me........ So sad....... Some more today is a Saturday lor.... Got to squeeze in the stupid crowd. Blah..

I'm always sian sian siannnnn.... really lor..... Somethings really make me very sad and unhappy.... Am I very fussy or high demanding? Certain things I really very unhappy, but I cannot say out or else we will end up in a quarrel again. Always keep in my heart. Can't breathe properly man. Now, am I looking forward to the Thailand trip???

I don't know why.... Whenever got people want to hurt or lie to me, some other people will tell me the truth. Many times already. Maybe heaven wants me to know the truth and prevent people from hurting me? Beware... Don't hurt me!

It's been a sad day..............................................................................

2007-01-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

SIan.... very sian....... I'm 21 yrs old liao lor... this year 22 liao.... Why my mum still restrict me from going out late? Haiz.

Sometimes I feel like I really want to give a tight slap to those ugly singaporeans. I don't understand why they want to behave lidat? I'm fking ashame of all of them. Feel like running away from this country. Sick lor. All too good life liao. Little bit things complain. I really really understand why people want to migrate to other country. Feel regretful to what I told SY, coz SY kept saying he hate singapore, then I kept talking back to him. NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY! I've seen it slowly with my own eyes and ears.

Today, THAT customer called again... I can tell u from 1st day of work till now, I've nv seen such an unreasonable, rude, disgraceful and insane customer. It's a long story to tell actually... But.... It's all a misunderstanding, and he doesn't want to listen to my explaination, and he kept talking non stop... And it's actually not my problem, it's his and my manager's problem, but I got involved in as I was the one picking up the phone. KAO. Then today he called 7 times, can you imagine. And 2 times I listened to his complain, 2 times my colleague told him I'm on the line, and 2 times I tell him my boss is going to call him in 5 mins, and the last time, when he was nagging, I put my phone line to speaker mode, and I let him nag happily while I do my work , din really hear what he was nagging la, but his voice my colleague also heard ahaha... Then my colleague say I very clever hahah... so funny lor... And he talked non stop, I don't have to entertain or answer him anything, just put in speaker mode can le... Like listening to radio lor... really lor... hahhaa... Next time if I met up with such customer, I will use back the same trick. Heck care le... It's everytime not my problem, I'm just a designer, not the one in charge of making gates or arranging schedule lor pls... Told them I will pass their message liao, all don't listen one, what can I do? Siao lor.... stupid idiot. BLEAH.

yada yada yada... Don't bother. Go do my things liao.... tata...

2007-01-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

Boo... I'm at my bf's office now.... Initially got driving lesson today, then I rush like mad in office. When I took my bag and wanted to go, my instructor called me and asked whether I can change my driving lesson to Friday. I just said ok lor... Haiz... But quite happy as I am so reluctant to learn today. So sleepy la.... Then now at my bf office waiting for him to finish his meeting haha... Wonder why I can come his office right? Coz his boss is my bro's buddy... We always met one la... So he don't mind me coming in and out, but sometimes I felt so embarrassed.. They are all having meeting now... I am using my bf's computer haha.... Lousy keyboard... Some letters must type 2 times... Especially the "S" sSssSSssSSssssssssssssssSssSSssss... F up... Always say my keyboard lousy, his one also lousy... So noisy too... Lalala.... Haha.....

So cold and hungry... Zzzz... When can the meeting end?? It's 7.30pm now wor.... Hungry hungry!! Hello can anyone hear me in this room?? Haiz...... Faster end ba.....

Oh yea now still headache whether want to go Thailand or not... It's a good chance to go leh... Coz it's the first time my mum let me go... If I don't take this opportunity, then when?? Haiz.... And furthermore, I want to go there search for some thing for my new design of gate.... Already got idea but dunno where to buy, especially I want to find those wholesale cheap one... It's impossible for me to go China wor... Haha....I believe there alot.... Hopefully can try Thailand see have or not... Anyway they are neighbouring country lol. My aim was to launch my new gate on Jan 2007, but so busy till I never touch it anymore, then I aim to launch it on CNY, but... IMPOSSIBLE! More and more busy. Can't breathe lor.... And today George still ask me to arrange schedule for workers to install gate, almost died lor so many things to do... Then this customer cannot that customer cannot... kaoz... NAg nag nag.... Haiz. Sian.. I am the bao ga liao (one girl shoot) designer in office lol.

Ok blog finish liao... Meeting still not over... Kaoz... Long leh... Wonder what time they start one... Haha... It's ok I still can continue my work here.... Go search for new source for my gate hehe.... Bloody fool bloody computer so lag bloody keyboard wahahahhahaa.... Dumb dumb is going to kill me... lalala.....

I'm hungry............

2007-01-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yes yes yes!!! First thing I wanna say... My mum let me go Thailand!!!!!! Surprising lor.... It's really so so soooo surprising!!! It's like all of a sudden I'm a grown up and my mother let me go already.... But still, she don't like me to go home late if I go out with friends hehe...

So now I'll have to ask my boss whether we will have more holiday after CNY. He'll only be back in town next Monday... Got to wait... Hehe.... It's the first time I go overseas without mum kekeke.... Can't wait for boss to come back to ask him this....

TGIF, but.... Got to work tomorrow.. Sianz... Even if no work also nvm as my boss not in town and my manager thought I am not going to work tomorrow... haha.... But I will go lor.... heeee.... Ah so happy so happy... Lalalaaaa....

Not sure whether I've blogged about this. My x'mas tree at Bugis had been removed... It's in our rubbish chute now... Sob... Who will know that those metal parts are once exhibited at Bugis haha... Now no one bother to see the tree at the rubbish chute... Why spend so much money on a tree for 1 month and then throw to rubbish bin? Well it's all just for advertisement.... Oh.... So expensive.... Ouch..... Haha....

Lalalaaaalalala.........

2007-01-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Today very sian.... Workers and us got miscommunication... In the end, I make one of my indian worker get scolded for nothing... Actually is like this, firstly, my manager wrote wrong colours, as a result, my worker spray wrong colour on window, then when the installer bring to the house, the owner say wrong colour, so my manager ask him to bring back factory re-spray, then indian worker ask wat colour, installer say dunno, go office ask me, so he came up to ask me, then I told him the right colour, then he ask today must spray finish and go back install again?? I ask my accounts, then accounts say installer tell her today no time to install, so I tell my indian worker, its ok, spray tomorrow... In the end big things happended.... Manager came back, ask installer faster come back factory take the grille to install back, then I told him haven spray.. In the end he asked why, I told him installer say no go back already, then manager ask indian worker come up, and scold him badly...

Then indian worker tell him we say dun need one, he ask him who say dun need point to him, he dun wan point, in the end he say I say one, but he also mention I got ask accounts, then I explain lor.... Manager was shouting like hell lor.. so scary... Not to me but to my workers... In the end he called my installer, installer admitted he said never go back, then my manager scold him again... so loud... Then my indian worker so angry went down to factory without saying anything..... In the end all went back to normal , but my accounts and me so sad....

Both of us got no mood to do our work after that, so we went off by mrt... Then manager called 2 of us and said he didn't blame us... Instead he is angry of the installer for over writing him as its not the first time already, after that I felt better.... But I think he's the one who start this trouble first, if he didn't write the wrong colour, all this couldn't had happen.... Haiz... I'm not saying he's bad... He's still a nice person, just that sometime really very fed up of these people who always dun listen la....

Then want to tell some people my problem, but he just very busy lor.. In the end only talk to M about this. Always he's the first one to know my problem.. Haiz....

Gtg.. sleepy.. Long and bad day today.. My mum confirm coming back tomorrow.... And she want to meet me for dinner... Will try asking her to let me go Thailand with my bf hahaha.. Nitez.

2007-01-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Some pictures of the stall and our stuff haha....

2007-01-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

Some of Jun's necklace and mine...

2007-01-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Bracelets and earrings

2007-01-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah... Today time passed so fast. Went down to find Jun at the flea market today. Initally so scary, thought we will both sell nothing, and Jun will not cover her rental fees, but luckily somehow she manage to sell away something last min, and cover her rental fees and a bit of profit. As for me, everyone only touch and try it, when I say it's $6, they ran away haha... I don't think it's expensive as it's custom made and there's only 1 and only in the whole world. So minimum I will sell $5, not less than that. I will keep my stuff and sell it the next time with more of my new creations. I am also thinking of selling off my old clothes as I see other people's business is so damn good selling old clothings and bags at $2 only. Saw how people set up their stalls today, Jun and me will learn from there... Next time will be better! Gambatei!

Hmmm... I am very keen to learn photography.... Really very very interested... Anyone got any lobang where to learn?? I will learn it after I get my driving license, learn one things at a time.. If not I will go crazy haha. And then I will go to Chinatown, and those old buildings and seaside to snap pictures... SO NICE! Saw kr's friendster yesterday. He also love photography... Then saw all the pics he snapped and load into friendster... I envy him so much. I need to have that camera to shoot pics, not just normal digital cam. So I will buy it only when I go to photography class, think the teacher will teach us which type to buy haha... I am a noob in photography now kekeke....

Tomorrow got to wake up early in the morning.... I volunteered to make breakfast for my bf and everyone working at sentosa tomorrow... My crunchy peanut with seaweed plus cereal... Very nice!! Hahaaaa.... Made with all my heart. Hopfully I can get up early. If I overslept that's it! Lol.... Lucky TLK is coming to fetch me to work tomorrow... Heng if not I must get up more early kekeke...

OMG so late now! got to sleep soon... Time files... I hate it... I'm getting older everyday... Sucks.

2007-01-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah finally weekend came.... Tomorrow I'm off ho ho ho.... Now my workload finally clear off alot. Finally can breathe some fresh air. Today I finished my work at 4.30, then I tidy my file and shelf in the office till 5.45pm. Seem like I'm getting ready for CNY hahaha... Doing spring cleaning so early. My accounts say if I free I can help her tidy her shelf too. Throw away all her accounts file lol... Coz she's very stress too... And she got no voice as she ate too heaty food, so everytime my office ppl called from outside I need to pass the message to her Haaa...

Hmmm... Tomorrow (13/1/07) 1-7pm, Regine is selling her accessories at Scape flea market (Behind Orchard Cineleisure) I'm putting up some of my stuff there and ask her help me sell.. So if my products really sold I'll give some commission to her. Hope we can sell most of our things there tomorrow haha... And we pray hard it won't rain tomorrow.

Very tired... Got to tuck in soon. Sunday I'm working at Sentosa event. Got to wake up at 6am I guess. ARGGGHHHHH... lost one day... Lucky nv work tomorrow lol.

Bye.....

2007-01-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah Blood Diamond is a nice show.... I love the part where soloman met his family in the rufugee camp. So touching... And the part where Dya almost wanted to shoot Archer but his dad talked him out. So touching!!! But I wonder in life is it real that alot of people died and fought with each other because of diamonds??? It says in Africa it is lidat... I wonder... But I still believe there are alot of child soldiers now... Pitiful... What a bad childhood they have. Boss ticket number is the best! Why? Coz we were given 2 coupons, 1 coupon got 2 coke and 1 regular 50 oz pop corn, then we got 2, so altogether we got 4 cokes and 2 popcorns wahaha.... But everyone in the cinema only got 1 coke and 2 pop corn. We were so lucky.. think the people accidentally put one extra coupon in the envelope hehe... And the seat was the best. We were in the centre of cinema looking from bottom to top and left to right lor. Then I told boss about it, he say wah so good ah haha... He din know still got free pop corn and drinks. If my lady boss is still living, I believe he will watch the show with her... Haiz.... Sad. Everyone in the cinema are all mercedes owner, all wear until so neat and tidy lol... And when we were waiting for cab to get home, we saw tonnes of mercedes car coming out from the car park.. with all different series haha.... So nice.

My bro gf came Singapore.... Went to meet her on Friday. She is so beautiful, like a gentle lady and a gd gf lidat haha... But she don't really know how to speak English, so I din talk to her much, just smile smile haha... And my bro was the translator. Today, we are having siblings gathering over my big bro house. She is going to cook Thailand Green curry and Tom Yum soup for us haha... Looking forward to it. Meanwhile, I shall go to my bro house to swim... So long nv swim... Really missed swimming.... But I scared my hair spoil... Haiz... So I bought a swim cap, but it doesn't fit to my head... So damn hard to squeeze my thick hair in. Sucks. If I din rebond my hair, I wouldn't care a damn. Haha....

Very long never see my mum. She is sicked... But now recovering... Though I missed her, but I also love my life now for the time being as I am not watched over... And I can go home as late as I want. When she is back then cannot already... So must cherish my time now... hehe.... Yesterday I called mum, she asked whether I got go home late, I say no... She say no meh? I believe got a few times sure have, then I say no la... dad also at home I don't dare.. Then she say ok good.... Wahahaha... I believe dad won't betray me la... Hahaha...

2007-01-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hai... I want to keep fit, but its just so hard.... I kept eating non stop... very hungry always... is it because of the rainy season? Today, ate lunch at 12pm, then 4pm hungry, tahan till 6pm then eat dinner, then went driving.... 1 hour later I felt so hungry... Then came home shivering as I was so hungry.... Then eat alot of junk food... HAIZ. How to keep fit you tell me?? Yesterday before I slept I ate one fish burger lor.... KAOZ.

Tomorrow I'll be watching Blood Diamond with kel... Boss gave me 2 free tickets haha... So gd... He always sign up alot of things got free things... Free voucher... Hehe... At first when I watched the trailer, I was thinking of watching it, after that I scared the show very saddening then don't want to watch, now my boss passed me 2 tickets, cannot don't watch lor... Coz the tickets are given by him what... Haha... Wait he ask me got watch or not... So pai seh if I never.

Oh yeah kel bought me a stained art jigsaw puzzle from jigsaw puzzle world. I love it so so so much, and I've finished fixing it in a night. It's 315 pieces.. Chicken feet =P. I love playing puzzle... But no place to hang hahaha... Well for this puzzle, I've found a future place to hang... Kekeke.... But right now maybe hang it in my room for the time being....

Got to tuck in soon... Prepare for war again during work tomorrow. Haiz. Bye.

2007-01-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

Finally yr 2006 had come to an end. So many things happened in 2006. I graduated in March, and found a job in April, then work till now.... Overall, I think year 2006 is an unforgetable one... Coz I worked very hard for my major project, and I passed unexpectedly... Then found a very gd job which I loved, with all very nice bosses and colleagues in... And year 2006 I'm 21 years old... Got my own chalet for the first time, then went Japan (Which I thought I'll never get to go there in my life), then it's also the year I went out late most of the time. Hehe...

My new resolutions for year 2007 is :

1) To be more alert and don't always make mistake in my work
2) Passed my TP
3) Design more new things
4) Keep fit
5) Treat my baby nicer hehe....

Hope I can do it...

Well... These 4 days of holiday is really a very great one (So shiok man)... On 30th Dec 2006, Went out with Ling, Jun, Yu, Brandon and Ron.... We went Mind cafe to play board game... very nice, every game I never see before one haha.... Think most of it are import from other country... Had fun there... But the people sitting next to us very noisy, spoil my mood, all the girls laugh until so loud... They have a loud voice... Irritating man! Then we went to have chicken rice for dinner at Selegie area... And we actually exchanged our x'mas present there lol... I got Ron's present.... And Yu got my present... Think this year I didn't really buy something nice to exchange as I got no time and I buy last min, so I bought chocolate haha....

Then on 31st Dec 2006, Went out with kel to vivo city and shop around... I've been there a few times but never really walked in all the shops... So we walked around there lor... Then saw the big gate I designed... But didn't get to spy the customer, I know is who coz my manager told me she is a fat girl, but I din get to see any fat girl that time lol... Then kel went to my house and we count down in my house lol...

Then on 1st Dec, accompany kel and my bro to buy dell lap top... It's only when they are paying then we realise the lap top is end of project sale... Meaning, it's a 2nd hand lap top, but the lap top looks still as new... Then kel got the one which is a bit faulty, so I guess he will change it one of this week... Hopfully can refund the money la... Then go buy a new one... I quite regret that I didn't ask boss to buy me lap top, instead, I asked him to buy desktop for me... Now I can't use it anywhere I like... So sianz.... Oh and then went BZ house for house warming and her son's 1 month old celebration.... Her house quite nice, it's well decorated when she moved in... I don't mind living in that type of house... Hopfully my future house will have interior designer help me design... I'm not good in interior designing... But I know what I want hehe...

On 2nd Jan, is my baby's birthday.... He treat his buddy and me to tao's restaurant... Very nice food there and great service.... its the 2nd time I went there... Now I roughly know what to eat if I go there again next time... Keke... After that went to Viva ktv pub at Momo... It's a new and very very small pub there... It's opened by kel's friend.... Then we sat down and have some drinks... The girls are so beautiful there, but not like those ah lians we see... They are quite nice and friendly and not bitchy lor... Those crew are like gangster all botak, but they are so friendly and don't look fierce at all... It's also very comfortable there.... I don't mind going there again as it's not so crazy and noisy over there.... MY was telling my bro to bring me to clubbing... Bro say maybe this week or next week haha... Will see how lor... Not say I love to go, but I want to at least go one time and see what's so happening inside.. I'm 21 already lor... KAOZ.

Yaya and today, WORK again... No more holiday... HAIz.. Kept yawning in office... Imagine I got so many work to rush and then kept yawning... sucks lor...

Ok ok got to stop blogging liaox. I'm falling asleep... Blog so much today haha... Blog things happening in 5 days into 1 day haha.. That's why so long.... ok gtg...

Till then.....

2006-12-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

I am so pissed....... Some people are just so idiot. If you don't know anything just shut your mouth. You think design nice ok already? Don't you know that your design must be nice, at the same time, safe for the kids n everyone to use? Idiot. Talk so much, talk alot.... talk talk talk, dunno anything.... I follow your drawing so close lor. And your drawings got so much mistake I never tell you only. Think you are the expert? OH PLS. You want it to be done asap? WAIT LONG LONG.... After my holiday I'll see my mood, whether I want to let you install first! HERM! I hate you.

Yes, I would very much like to tell the above to THAT designer. She's such an idiot. Not that I want to say people until lidat.... But... I just don't want to elaborate our conversation today. Very sick of it, and very sian when I think of her. ROARRRR....

Spent half day doing her things today.. I very scared my workers will make a mistake. My production told me 2 workers make mistake already. So sian lor... Wait all the naggings come to me again. Haiz.... Then today must go factory check on the things that my workers did. Then very funny, I go check thing, worker teach me how to check hahaha... Coz today I'm supposed to check one table they made. I measure from the wrong angle... But Yong teach me... I'm just so happy that everyday, I'm learning new things... Haha... Happy working there, but I hate some customers .. haha......

Today I got very dark eye ring. Never had enough sleep yesterday. Not to worry, tomorrow I will wake up super late hahah.... Love holidays..... Hope time past slower starting from now till 2nd Jan hahaha....

Tomorrow is x'mas celebration with Jun, Ling, Yu, Ron and Brandon. So long never see them already. Haha... wonder will we bicker again tomorrow just becoz of exchanging pressie hahahaha....

2006-12-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

"Shut uppppppppp.... My dumb dumb wants to talk to you".... Hahaha..... Watched "Night at the museum" today with kel, jh and ww. Very funny show.... Laughed non stop... Recommend everyone to watch and have a good laugh haha...

Today as usual at work... Now it feels like everyday, I just get up, go work, do that bloody project, and handle all sucking calls from some idiots, then maybe go out and have dinner with kel or friends, then go home sleep, and next day wake up same thing again.... Oh my god when can I end that project? It's really taking very much of my time lor.... Arggghhh.... I hope I can finish it by tomorrow..... Really hope that interior designer can approve my work. She said she spend alot of time doing it, how about me? And the standard of her work sucks lor... Not that I want to comment about her, I think she has more experience than me, but, she dun organise her work properly, and she don't even have the exact measurement, and want me to follow her design a close as 100%. How to do it man?? Told her many times liao... she die die want me to follow... I don't care anymore... I just send the drawings for her to approve, then, send all down for my workers to do, heck care liaoz.... Pls see the final thing before you reject my drawings ok dumb dumb. My guys are more experience than you are, as they fabricate the work, unlike you, you only see 2D drawings ok. Kaoz. I hope everything turn out well tomorrow. It's the last day before my 4 days holiday.... ahhhh....

Very sian leh... whole brain is work work work.... can't have a peace of mind lor... Even sleep also dream of work. Haiz.... Stress.... Just give me 4 days break peacefully plsssssssss..... Haiz....

2006-12-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wah... It's a damn tiring day today. SO many work to do! Tomorrow worst... Drawings and projects are piling up on my desk. I can't even breathe today. When it's time to knock off, I still din know.... I'm really stressed. Today George also stress. When he came back, both of us can't communicate at all. He dun understand what I'm talking and I dun understand what he is talking. It's like the wire got disconnected. Both of us were laughing all the way as we know we are both stress haha... Then today also kept binging on food. haiz.

Firstly, workers give me problem, secondly customer give me problems, thirdly I got to rush the project, the Interior Designer from that company give me problem... Damn sian lor today. Haiz. I am so afraid to think of tomorrow... Maybe got to OT till 7 or 8pm... I can see that... Or even later lor... Haiz..... ARGGGHHHHH... 30th December faster come....

Eric called me today to do freelance work, but I can't take it anymore... I'm overloaded with work... So I rejected... so sad lor... If not can earn some allowance again... Haiz... I told him I can intro friend to him, but he dun wan, coz he say he got some other designer to help him liao... Then nvm lor.. If not can intro them too. Hehe...

I delayed my driving to half hours later, which is 7pm, but still, I could not rush to the lesson as I really can't leave the office. Then my manager offered me a ride to work. It was raining today.... Lucky he bring me to driving centre, or I can't reach there in half an hours time haha.... Today drive from Ubi to Machpherson to Kallang pudding and then to Geylang haha... So happy I got more and more new places to drive kekeke.... But I hate driving in rainy days.

Whoa getting sleepy in rainy days.. Why can't i sleep longer in rainy days? Haiz...

2006-12-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

Firstly, let me wish all readers a very MERRY CHRISTMAS! Hope you all enjoy yourself today hehe....

Well yesterday was fun... Firstly, woke up and do work (that's not included in "Fun"). I wanted to rush all my work before x'mas, so I did till night time, coz I also got nap a while hahaha... Then finally I finished everything... Then went out at 9.30pm to Chinatown ktv as I'm meeting my bf and company to celebrate x'mas. They sang till 4am.. then we went to eat porriage at the most famous "Chang Cheng" porriage coffee shop..... Singing session was fun... Fun looking at Calvyn and Eddie sing. Though I din sing much... But there's someone out there who kept distracting me, coz she is damn crazy and talkertive till kel and me can't stand her. She KISSED me many times lor.... and I kept telling her pls your bf is there, I'm not him. Then she say I'm her girlfriend... So damn stun lor .... Then she go around hugging every guy though her bf is there... Then kel hide behind me lol........ So funny ah... Then there's some party poppers and whistle given by the ktv... Then we played with it... Then Eddie also brought log cake for us to eat... He said it's made by his sis... I dunno... Coz I saw the marriott hotel box... nvm can eat can already....Haha... OK la so overall it's still fun... Just that I can't stand HER! Can't imagine why jx can stand her... She talked from 9pm to 5am... NON-STOP. Kaoz. And kept hugging and kissing me... OH PLS. diaoz. Not as if I'm so damn close to her... I dun mind close girlfriend kissing me, but NOT HER. Haha....

Very very sleepy... today din do much things... Today morning slept at 6am at kel's house, then woke up at 10am feeling refresh, then ate lunch at kel's house, and then both of us went back to sleep again till 5pm, then went out to eat with jh and ww. Haha.... Then came home... one day gone... Work for another 4 days and I can have 4 days off again ho ho ho.... Waiting for 30th Dec to come... so happy haha...

Well overall, it's a fun x'mas! Hope every year more and more fun haha... Tataz.. I'm sleepy zzzz

2006-12-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

So many days din blog again... Recently super busy at work. Quite frustrated with the customers. I know customer is always right, but some are just so idiotic lor... I never blew my temper with customer, but sometimes I really can't stand it, feel like giving them a tite tite slap. Few days ago got 2 customer make me damn fed up n angry, but I bear with it. Sooner or later I'll die of heart attack man. Then recently got to handle one project of this 3 storey terrace house. Last min close the deal, and so fast want to fabricate and install. What the hell lor.... Make me chiong till dunno like what. Used 3 days to do finish all. Well not really all... Today is Saturday, I worked till 5pm. Actually I can finish it and go, but I am too hungry as I din had my lunch, so I brought some home to do... I think I took 4 days to finish it lor. Stupid man... And my salesman tot I'm genius can do so fast... I don't need spend x'mas liao lor?

Well... Actually my company people are all workholic. Saturday all can OT till evening, Sunday my salesman still meet up with customer, x'mas eve also... omg... Compare to them, I only OT few hours complain so much hahaha.... But I'm real tired... George also say my project hard to handle... But he cant' save me as he is stressed too... Both of us kept binging on food in the office to de-stress lol... I'm gonna buy more snacks to office. Growing fatter!

So happy boss is employing another draftsmen to save me and George as we are really overwhelmed with work. Both of us were relieved lor really... Can't take it anymore.... Boss want me to concentrate on Designing... Then next time those chim chim drawings can throw to the draftsmen already. Today, one interviewee came to interview, but I dun like him, but I think boss want to employ him... Hahaha... dunno la see how it goes. I can choose my husband but I cannot choose my colleague. Hee...

Today went to watch death note 2 with kel and company. Think maybe I got brain washed as I see the comic before I watch the movie, so it's not so exciting to me as compared to part 1. Eh but ok la though got some changes in the story, but it's still nice... =)

Mum not in Singapore till Jan. I'm turning wild hahaha... Today came home at 3am after the movie, then tml I'm going to ktv with kel and company till 4am, then go kel house sleep kekeke... Will tell dad I'm going chalet as it's x'mas. Yea... Hope everything goes well....

Today Ww also treat us eat at Tao's restaurant. I think I like their service, very good, though some waiter and waitresses are not local, I think they are all well trained. They are so nice, the head told us if we dun like the food can change for us, he also asked whether we want more dessert, he can give us some... so nice of him... where to find such good service restaurant?? Hee... Think the service charge is worth it. I do feel that if this company has good service, people will remember them, and kept praising them. Why is it not all Singaporeans can do it??? Sad ....

Blog alot liao lor.... coz few days din blog ma haha... Ok I'm tired.. got to tuck in soon... tomorrow wake up and do my project again... sianz......

2006-12-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Today very big rain. Initally it was just drizzling, but then I asked Jun to go out. So we went out, and the rain was so damn big. She wanted to meet me at taka, so I walked up to the escalator, thinking that I can walked to taka from outside, who knows the shelter is filled by sooooooooooo many people walking from all directions, and the line isn't moving AT ALL... then no choice I took out my umbrealla and walked outside with no people at all, only a few with umbreallas. Then I was so soaking wet... the rain was horrible man.... Haha lucky the rest of the day Jun and me was in indoor. Then Jun told me Heatwave got sales, I went in and see, and I saw the sandals that since poly days I fell in love with.... usual price $29.90, I dun bare to buy during poly days, but there's a sales today, it's $19.90 lor... But still I tahan and din buy... Then after the whole shopping, I decided to go back and buy, who knows far east Heatwave dun have, then must go back Lucky Plaza buy, but as we walked along CK Tang, there's a fire there... Fire in the rainy days... Then everyone stood there to kpo, Jun and I also kpo there, then saw reporters asking the crowd something lor... then after that we walked off to other bus stop to take bus, and I can't buy the sandals... sad... but it's ok, treat as I've saved money today hehe... Got fate I'll go buy again. I also saw helen at taka today. Avoided her... Nearly knocked onto her while my bag brushes across her hahaha... I ran away as fast as I could... She's the scariest lecturer that I'll ever forget haha.

Haiz recently always waste money lor.... Doing rebonding, buy phone, buy this and that. X'mas coming soon also.... Must saved money... Broke this month... Nvm CNY get back my money from relative (Hong Bao!!!) LOL..... And I hope I can get bonus... At least give me a month bonus la plsssss.... Boss I know you are the best! Pls boss.... hahaha...

Oh ya, today Jun gave me a very touching x'mas card. I think it's the most touching card I've ever received haha... Thanks jun! I love you. haha....

2006-12-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just returned from Sentosa.... Very tiring today. Lucky it didn't rain haha... But it's so hot and squeezy as it's weekend today. Very sick of some people in Singapore. So damn rude, no manners at all... love to cut queue, love to push people, dunno how to say sorry. Here's a link to a blog which shows all the ugly side of Singaporean. I think it's damn true. Click here.

Haiz sometimes I feel it's really a weird feeling among us. I dunno can we still work or not. I don't have that feeling anymore. Everything has changed.... I'm feeling so lonely now. I am like a talkertive gal with a wooden block. Everyday I'm talking to a wooden block. I wonder is that wooden block sick of all my talkings? Everytime when I talked to wooden block, I only heard replys like "yes, ok, ic, very good".... That's all... ya I know I'm sickening.... DAMN. I'm trying very hard to work it out... Really trying very hard... So I tried talking more.... But, it's still the same old thing. Who can understand me? I don't mind noisy people, I'm just afraid of quiet people who don't speak at all. Hai.... Save me from the misery please...... I'm so tired.... So sicked of it... Yet I don't know what to do now.... sianz...

I'm unhappy........

2006-12-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

kkkkk I blog liao ok???? hahaha.... So many days nv blog coz busy ma... Sometimes also lazy la kekeke...

Yesterday was my colleague's birthday. The day before, boss told me that he had reserved seats at Jack's Place to celebrate her birthday. Then surprisingly, everyone turned up from our office hahaha... We were soooo surprised. Well of course ma it's her birthday lor. Then after we finished our main course, boss told the waitress that the cake is ready to serve, then a while later we heard the music changed to happy birthday song, we were turning around to see whose birthday also, coz we dun have the cake yet, then awhile later we saw the cake from far, then delivered to our table... Then boss say, oh so that music is for my colleague one hahah.. We all laughed. My colleague almost cried out. When we went back to the office, she told me its the first time people celebrate her birthday for her. She was very happy and touched haha... (Saw tears sparkling in her eyes). I gave her a new bracelet that I made. She like it and asked me to wear it for her. I saw her wearing it today too hehe... So happy... din eat much for dinner yesterday as the lunch was so damn heavy lor... Haaaa....

I feel my boss is really a very nice guy. Extinct in this world already. He really care about all his staff. No one told him about my colleague's birthday, but he remembered. Just like my 21st birthday, he also know about it when I haven tell him haha... But I felt so guilty, I know his birthday (But he din know I know), and I forgotten about it... HAI.. Bad employee... got to wait till next year, which is in November... Aiyo... Hopfully I'm still there la... can celebrate his birthday for him hehe... yea I'll be there... I'll be..........

So today I finally went rebonding after work. I've been hoping very long to rebond le... So sucks lor my hair previously. The hairdresser told me the person who cut my hair previously used the wrong method to cut. I knew it! sucks... She said the way that person cut my hair looks like she just graduated.... Argghhh.. ya lor I agree... Now my fringe looks so ugly because of her, the hairdresser who rebond my hair also cannot save my fringe. Haiz. It's ok, I'll wait for it to grow then hehe...

Yes its weekend , yeaaaaa.... tomorrow I'll be bringing the visitor monks from sri lanka to sentosa for a tour kekeke.... Yea tomorrow is a day to enjoy yea yea yeaaaaa!!! Haha...

2006-12-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

Hahaha finally I've recovered. Free from the pain! The medicine is superb. However, I've already told my boss that I'll be taking MC today. That's good also as firstly I can take more rest to recover 100% and also to skip one day from work keke....And I thought I can sleep all the way to 12pm today, but George called me at 10am asking about my computer password at office. And so I told him no I got no password haha... And he asked about my condition and so I told him lor... And he asked me to have a good rest. Keee....

Yesterday then I went to see the doc. Lucky my dear came to accompany me and bring me to see doc as all my family members are not free and not at home. Actually sat my bro wan to bring me to see doc, but I refused as I totally got no strength. Then yesterday I can't stand it anymore. Although I no longer vomit, but I started to have diarrhoea. And my fever shot up to 38.3 degrees. Then yesterday went to see doc, he asked how many times I got diarrhoea, I was like erm... ah... erm... then he said ok nvm and laught. N he asked me how many times you vomit? I said 7. And his eyes open very big and said 7? Then I said yes, 7 times at one shot, and his eyes open bigger and said "WOW".... hahaha... so funny la... so he gave me some tablets for high fever, some for stopping diarrhoea, some for pain and some to stop vomitting. And I took a one day MC hehehe....

After I took the "to stop diarrohea" medicine, immediately my diarrhoea stopped. Then I took 2 "for fever" medicine, and I went to sleep, when I woke up, my fever had lowered down from 38.3 degrees to 35.9 degrees... the medicine is superb...

Hehe... I feel so good now... Tomorrow got to work again, sianz... so today I must cherish my time.... Wasted 2 weekends. Damn! This weekend I'm going to rebond my hair with Elyn lalalaa.... Can't stand my hair anymore... Hate it... Like auntie lor... sucks... Haha

2006-12-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Argggghhhhhh... I'm sick again. Food poisoning.... THANKS TO THE MEAT BUN. I'LL NEVER EAT MEAT BUN FOREVER IN MY LIFE. Bro said he got diarrhoea yesterday, and today when i woke up, I feel like vomitting, but I bear with it and went to work, I wanted to vomit out in the office, but I bear with it as I'm scared... I hate the feeling of vomitting... After work, I went to expo as there's buddhist relics exhibition there..... I am supposed to tend the stall till 9.30pm, but I went there for lunch, and went home. Mum took over me. I slept after bathing, and when I woke up, I vomitted 7 times in a row.. Damn... I feel so scared... so lost.... Then after I threw up, I felt so light, Im flying........ But now I feel so feverish. Maybe tomorrow go see docter. Got to spend money again. Wish I could take MC... hehe...

Bro told me sometimes, they will sell the buns which are placed there for 2-3 weeks already. DAMN LOR... it's gross man....... And my bro asked me to buy for him still... SHit man.. He didn't tell me this stall is gross lor... After we 2 ate then he told me... Diaoz......

Yeah enough of complaining..... I had slept too much, now I lie on bed I can't sleep anymore... I dunno wat to do, I feel so weak... Haiz... If only kel can accompany me.... Too bad he is working now.... Sianz...

Yes and I bought my dream phone, pink colour one... sony ericsson z610i hehehe... I love it I love it. So damn cool.... Argghhhh... Dun wanna blog anymore... VERY VERY SIAN LE... think I'll lie on bed again... zzz PLS make me sleep till tomorrow morning and recover soon... Well but I hope to get MC on monday lol... kkeke.......

2006-12-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy so so happy... Today big bro called me and congratulate me... I asked him why? He said I'm going to be auntie again... Yeah my sister in law is pregnant!!! We had been waiting for so long... I'm gonna be an auntie again! Yipee.... Well this time I hope I can have a nephew, coz I already got 2 nieces haha... Wonder how naughty is baby boy....

Today after work, went to the temple. The monk from Japan came... He brought us around Japan when we were there... but this time they only came for 4 days, these 4 days I'm unable to join them due to work and some other stuff... Haiz.... But met them today, so I chatted with them for a while... This Saturday Expo got some Buddhist exhibition..... If anyone is going to the expo this saturday, pls look around for me as I believe I'll be there... Doing what I also dunno... Haiz...

Oh yea... I got a new dream phone now... It's Sony Ericsson Z610i. I love it... Love the design and function. Asked my fren who own it, she said it's not a bad phone, just that the camera is 2 mega pixel... Well I dun ask for much. I have a camera anyway! AHHH I want that phone! Too bad my contract will only end next year March. Hai gotta ask my bro to get that phone for me as his contract had ended hehe.... Waiting for him to come back now... And next year he will be using my contract to buy his phone haha... We exchange... Bo liaoz...

I was wondering how come I blog so often now haha... Maybe because my work load not so much anymore, and nowadays after work, I went home straight away. keke.... I'm waiting for x'mas... I want holiday!!!!

Nothing more to type. Kitty's gonna eat some supper b4 she sleep as pony had bought some supper for her, and pony is staying over nite at kitty's house.....

Fullstop.

2006-12-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

Kitty is in love with Pony... Not Daniel...

2006-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

Woo hoooo... Finally things settled between pony and kitty. Recently they got too much problem la... Very sianz. Ok lets start all over again.... Kitty wish to forget everything and start afresh.

Today is really a funny day. Been avoiding many customers of mine. Very scared of them. Especially the ah singh... Make my manager go all the way from Bedok to Yishun just to see a small thingy... N my manager "thank" me for that. Ah Singh gave my manager the thing to wrap up his head. Really so funny lorrrrr... hahaha.... Manager got sabo by me... I hope I can have a peaceful December... This December really got alot of weird people! Sianz one....... WHEN CAN MY BOSS HIRE ANOTHER ADMIN TO HELP ME? REALLY HATE TAKING UP PHONE CALLSSSSS..... ZZZZZ....

Arghhhhh so hungry.... Going to eat some snack before I go to sleep hehez.... tata.....

2006-12-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today about 5.30am, BZ finally sms and told me she deliver her first baby already. I am so happy for her. Then today, I cancelled my driving lesson and went to see her in the hospital. Hehe... Told instructor I am sick haha... But really sick leh.. Yeah this week no driving!! haha... Met Bi Jun at the hospital.... JAN LOR DUN WAN TO GO WITH ME HERM! haha.... So when we arrived, I saw BZ husband walked pass me. He dunno nv see us or wat la... I just eh, then he also eh, then he walked away quickly... BLEAH! Then saw Lili, Amanda and siti in the hospital. 5 of us were transfering the baby to and forth lol... So funny. We used the term "Transfer". BZ's baby Xavier got so much hair... so black also haha... SO ADORABLE!!

After listening to what BZ had gone through during the delivery, I felt so scared to labour next time. But I think I still want to have baby... It's just so happy when you see your baby came out of your stomach. The feeling is so nice. So touched, so warmth. AHHH baby is so adorable!

Oh yeah..... Just saw the news that boardcast the x'mas tree that I designed haha... So damn happy and satisfying.... Wonder if my boss saw the news... Will ask him tomorrow haha... this project is designed by 2 of us. But credit goes to all the workers who make my design successful hehe...

Today also damn tired. All because of the vivo customer again. Why she so wat one lor... want this want that. Hello Friday is installation already, still wanna change... How my workers do?? She make me OT AGAIN LOR... Till 6.30pm lor... And Bi Jun was waiting me till siao lorrrrrr... And she kept calling my hp, I purposely say very loud, I say "sorry sorry I'm coming!" Just to let my manager hear, want him to help me... But he busy leh... Then he laugh at me when I put down the phone, and I was running like mad in the office. ARgghhhh... Hope Friday faster come. Hate that vivo customer. Let me see her I wanna act like a customer of hers and REVENGE back! Arggghhhh....

2006-12-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

Boring~~~~~

Today so busy at work. So sucks lor the vivo customer, change alot of things, confirm already want change panel again. Gate not symmetrical, some more above is round instead of square. Stupid lor so hard to draw, still wanna change. Make me work till 6.30pm, but still haven finish. Tomorrow continue.

Very sianz la... these few days not enough sleep. Tomorrow driving. Sian... more and more hate driving... Coz always got scolding hahaha....

Today forgot to buy breakfast for tomorrow. This morning cannot get up again, then never eat breakfast. Gastric getting more and more obvious. But really nothing to eat leh... and no time... I always get up late. Haiz... Got to start planning for my breakfast weekly le... gastric is killing me...

"Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?"

2006-12-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today is a terrible day. Had a bad tiff with kel. I make everyone so unhappy and troublesome. I really feel bad about it. But I really cannot control myself. I dunno why I wanna make everyone so unhappy. Haiz.. I can't stand myself... send me to the mental hospital...

Today jx and me had a good talk about kel. Well, all the things I told him, he also got nothing to comment on. Maybe he also agree with me, and he understand why I am angry. But he told me he'll talk to kel, but in the end I repeat the same old thing to kel again, as he came to look for me. Waste my saliver, got no voice after all the nagging. Been a bad day today. However, after today, after what I really told kel my feelings, I felt so so so much lighter Maybe because I've let out all my feelings. Hehe...

Bought a 50 pieces CD-R today. Got a very very big lesson already. That is, you must back up your files once in a while, if not you'll die if your hard disk crash. I hate to format com. Argghhh... So now I'm backing up everything hahah...

Well got to sleep soon. been crying too much lately... so tired....tata....

2006-12-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Sometimes it really makes me so upset lor... Sometimes P promise me thing then nv keep promise, very sickening one lor. I dunno why P become lidat. The feeling sucks really. I took one whole day to think of it. Saddening... I am really sad. This is not what I want. I can't describe my feelings now... who can I talk to? SUCKS ENTIRELY. I am tired... I wish it could start all over again... Haiz too late. Something is wrong, but P doesn't realise it. Talk to P also no use, P dun understand. P dun understand me more and more.

I love my family, but sometimes the things they do I really can't take it. I wanted to tell her not to do that thing, but I dunno how to phrase it, wait she angry me how? She'll show me a black face everyday. But if I dun tell, she'll ruin my future lor. It's half ruin now. I am so sick of it. Not only her, even him also. But I trust him, so I won't say a single thing. But HE dun trust HIM, so what should I do? I'm like a sandwich. I hate it. I wish I could let go of everything and stop bothering. This is not what I want. However, I'll find a way to talk to her. I promise........ Haiz..... I wish I am still a kid.

Maybe I'm the sickening person after all... well I sucks too.....

2006-11-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

Tada! My creation haha.... (Unable to take a full shot of it as it's very crowded and people kept walking to and forth).

2006-11-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

X'mas tree taken from top.

2006-11-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

Real Diamonds on star.. Guess how many diamonds are there?

2006-11-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Haha I passed my advance yesterday. So happy hehe... Got so nervous during the test... haa... Lucky I passed ... If not I'll have mood swing again... Haha.

Today, went Bugis after work with Regine. First, went to take a look at the x'mas tree I designed. Actually I only design the tree, with the hook and the base. The lights and diamonds are all soo kee's stuff. They just merely hang it on the tree. So roughly maybe 50% of the tree I design one hahaha... Very touched to see my own creation. Alot of ppl took pictures around that tree. Very nice... I love it... diamond plus crystal tree....

Oh yeah, weekend is coming soon... I'm really tired... Need a break man. Will update soon. Meanwhile I'll just load up the pictures that I took just now. Hee..

2006-11-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Argggghhh.. Tomorrow got final theory test and now I'm still here blogging. haha... Haiz... Lazy to study ... Not like the first time, I was so enthusiastic to study the theory... Y lehz?? Today boss tell me, if I fail again must beat my back side hahaha... So funny... Why other people can pass so easily, why I cannot? Haiz... No face go back office if I fail again.

This week so busy. Today met up with Ling for dinner, she also teach me n gave me alot of tips for the theory test. Tomorrow, theory test, after that driving lesson. Wednesday die die must go Bugis see the x'mas tree I designed. And buy a gift for my darling Yi Xian 21st birthday. Thurs is her chalet. FRIDAY TO SUNDAY I MUST CHERISH THE TIME HAHAHA.... haiz.. busy week.

Bro mention about employing a maid for our house. (All of us share the money to employ) Initially I thought not a bad idea, coz every month their pay is only $250 or above. But, I forgot that we have to pay government for this and for that... Ling said overall about $800 per month. So I think... forget it... The reason why we wanna employ one is because we are so busy, and everyday still got to wash our own clothes, clean our room, blah blah... (Maybe we are just plain lazy) and my dad is old... got to ask someone to cook for him, and also us... mum so busy, so long nv cook already. we are so sick of eating outside food lor... Haiz.. It's ok. Got to depend on ourself again haha... Got pros can cons for employing a maid la... Haaa...

Oh ya.. ytd went chilli padi with Ling, Max, Ron and Yu. I like the food there, but dunno why eat a bit only so full haha... Must go again... Love the laksa and the kueh pai ti. hehehe... Drag pony along... Keke...

2006-11-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

Here's some pictures to share. I've only uploaded a few pics. This picture is taken from Narita Airport. Cheap and Nice ice cream!

2006-11-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

High technology toilet bowl! Wahahha...

2006-11-25T15:34:00.001+08:00

haha close shot of the toilet bowl control... So nice...